im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

Sports Carnival in school was okay.
There were too many dragonflies in the field that distracted us from doing mass exercising.
I was only excited for B boys soccer team.
We got back our results and have to say it's a bad bad result slip to look at.
Was supposed to join friends to Woodlands Waterfront but then I followed Dad to MINDS.
Haha. My dad's favourite.
But then at night, mum drove me to Waterfront with family.
I called Ika but friends no longer there.

Im bored lah! I want Magnum! Tsk.

I must I'm grateful to do the cip by collecting donation.
It was my first time doing this. Our first spot was the FairPrice but nothing work out.
We headed to the mrt station but there were many other schools doing the same colletion.
I started to have the first money donated by myself. It was hard for what I realized is i'm scared to approach people.
Alhamdullilah the first person was a Chinese guy(hot looking too).
Next, we decided to head down to bus interchange. This where we collected more donations.

After feeling tired, I went up to Cwp. As I was walking, people shout out my name.
How happy I was to meet my wonderful Cotton On workers! I knew it I would have met them.
It's Saturday, meeting day. Sheeda hugged me, miss her alot! Forced them to donate and I got to meet Noh who used to be working in PS.
She still remebered me and she's still Nicole :D
I thought of followng them for breakfast at Mac but then decided to meet the rest and continue collecting.

Syasya, Hidayah and I decided to go to Qhairah's house instead.
Since then, we stopped collecting. Chilled at her house and a great thank you to her mum for treating us Macdonalds! (:
When it reaached 1pm, we gave back our tins and surprisingly we were given 2 dollars as a gift for helping out.
Alhamdullilah.

It was worth it to do this cip. Syasya, u should thank me for waking and forcing you up.

I feel weird posting using iPhone right now. I wonder how long it will take me to post this.
There's no connection fr the laptop. It's been days since I check out my fb.

I should say that I got a haircut and I like the length. You can view pictures at Amira's fb or my profile pict.
I had mc today and it doesn't make a different. Exams results are out and bad marks are expected.
Intensive Malay classes starts tmr. I do wanna score well fr it and hope so I don't retake it anymore.
I sense that June is a holiday mood. But I also feel there's a bacteria which is O that's stuck in my brain that keeps me thinking how important it is yet I'm not making any effort to it. How? Why am I a such a lazy bum?

I shall atleast have four outings in June. That also means money.

Exams makes me feel lazy instead of motivating or encouraging me to prepare for O.
Someone just told me it's four months away. Can you imagine how fast time flies?
I wish I was in Higher Nitec. But I was sort of forced to go sec five.

Anyway, with the super long hair that I've been with for the past two years, well actually with some haircuts on june 2009 and feb 2010, i pretty much decided to cut it.
I guess with this long hair, im not able to do a proper hairstyle?
With this long hair, i will be rushing to school brushing/tying it up if i woke up late.
Or maybe because this super long hair puts a slight weight on the top of my head that causes stress?

I'm not sure if it's gonna turn out well. I know it's just a hair cut, for sure it will grow. But i think im gonna be slightly dramatic over this one. Im already adapted to it for up to two years. Having it slightly shorter can be a bit weird for me. Since i first had it permed, and then rebond, i think it be great to cut the bottom as part of losing those treatment i had before. So when new hair starts to grow, im gonna have my own natural hair.


i found this on the net! omg, can you see that they don't even have 50kg for this? and hell no for me to be at 42kg.

what wrong have i done till god has to add up another.
i feel bad for these people.

is it fair for me committing a sin for hurting others?

It was a good thing that I woke up in the morning obeyed my mum who nag at me to shower. Mum bought for me a new handphone for birthday present! I thought we would go tomorrow but the sooner the better! I chose Nokia E73 black in colour. I never had a Nokia brand and I wanted to feel the different type of typing keypad.

When I got back home, I charge the new phone and start transferring things from old phone to the computer. Suddenly, my sister called asking me to go down and accompany her because she just got a fight with her bf. I was wondering why she asking me to go down when she can actually just talk to me on bed like every night we usually did. It was midnight and I received birthday wishes via fb, twitter and msgs. Sister called me asking to go down. As soon as I saw my sister, we sat at our usual spot. (Why the hell do I sound like writing a composition?)

Sister: B, kau dengar ader orang gadoh tadi?
Me: Tak urh. Tak dengar pape pun.
Sister: Eh, nanges perh sial? B, tengok kat tepi tu.
Me: Jangan kpo lah. *ignoring while reading msgs*
Sister: Eh, memotek per. Bising sial.
Sister: B. *asking me to face to the side*

Shiver around my body, Amira, Syasya, Ain, Atikah, Siddiq, Danial and Khairi singing me a birthday song while Ariff holds up the birthday cake towards me! Arghhhh! Happy giler sampai kaki longgah oi! :D
I was too happy I couldn’t make a wish or even blow the candles. Cut the cake and when Ariff wanted to suap me, he actually puts it into my mouth and spread it all over my face! Thanks a lot eh, lucky I haven’t bathe.

They all went up to my house and we continue eating, chatting and taking pictures. End up with hugs and kisses. I love the way I celebrate the start of turning 17! Thanks a lot for coming over at midnight! And to sister, I didn’t expect you to subahat with my friends! Thanks a lot! Thanks who bought the cake and Syasya who came up with the plan(:

Up till now, I’m still in my miang mood. Amira and the girls should know my reaction. Haha!

THANKS EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME AND GAVE PRESENT AND AGAIN ESPECIALLY TO PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATED WITH ME!
THANKS A THOUSAND KISSES!

ps: waiting for picture from ika. will take some time.
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the earlier post was updated ytd before gg to bed. now i shall continue posting.
amira accompanied me to town to make used of forever 21 voucher i have.

while we were chilling outside 313, suddenly a girl came up to us with this hair promotion. without hesitating, i went straight to atm and withdraw money.
the cool part is that the girl is Nana's sister.

as i started talking more to her, i found out that she was the girl who work with Atiq at a bar. how coincidence and small world Spore is!

amira and i went to eat at Macdonalds and started talking about a WHOLE lot of stuffs. the past, present and even the future. hah. while otw back home in the train, i couldnt stand a super vain girl sitting beside me putting on make up on her face. she had these whole set of make up in her bag and started applying on her face. being me as always, i started making fun of her and amira as usual, laughing out loudly.
while separating ways with amira, she gave me a hug and a bdae wish. i didnt realise it was still 3rd may. haha. i felt like my bdae was ytd due to celebration with friends. thanks people! ♥

to Herman, since you dont have a tagboard, thanks for updating the post.
and surprisingly, thanks Hussayn for singing me a birthday wish otp.
once again, thanks everyone! xoxo.