im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

hello people. im officially done with work(:
there's a new guy named Sufi(and he sure know a lot of evg peeps).
it was my last day working with this first day working guy.
nothing much on last day. im just hoping the people dont forget me :D

i wonder if the phrase "every mum understand their child well" true enough.
cause i dont see it nor even feel it.
Happy 46th Birthday Mum.

if only there's 30th in Feb..

I guess it was a surprise birthday party right Amira? (HAHA)
just so you know, i think it was the hardest task i ever encouter with today.
i pretended not to wish you through msg or even at school.
i felt bad yknow. for hours i had to endure the bad feeling till school ends.

anw, we celebrated her birthday at Bottle Tree Park and headed to Yishun Park later on.
the best part was the two people on one swing and this bouncing pole.
the two people on one swing was fun but tiring. while the bouncing pole made us feel like a pole dancer bouncing and we just couldnt stop laughing and shouting. it was hella fun!

so called had a candle light dinner and played sparkles(theres still 24sticks). we gossiped(like always) while eating some snacks. there is no sabo like we always did for the past few years. we only did a mini celebration with bunch of girls having picnic in the middle of the night.

Amira izzaty, four years and still going strong. Secrets remain secrets eh? May you pass your O levels babe, cause I know you will(:
I guess I wasnt gentle to you yesterday right? Kau kat rumah jangan pakai seluar pendek, mampus aku kalau Silmi nampak. Hahahaha :D

Labels: i miss four months ago.

great, one whole week i did not work. Sundari cut off the shifts im supposed to be working. bodoh pey sundal. you know im quitting soon, gimme some money lah bitch. -.-

anyway, i had fun playing pool with boyfriend and his cousin on Tuesday.
somehow i didnt had much mood to play cause i actually wanted to watch Valentine's Day. so the weakest player was me. haha. boyfriend was good even though this was his second time playing pool for his life! :D

on friday went out with yanaa. since my shift was cut off. went to town and i bought Famous Amos for 200g! yanaa complained throughout the whole day for me to buy a 200g cookies which i ended up did not finish until we are back to woodlands. slack at civic with Apul and talk nonsense.

i just came back with mum from vivo. we first went to eat at Hajjah Maimunah (Bencoolen) with Dad. then separated from Dad and window shopped at Vivo. had lunch at Toast Box. mum brought iya to Giant while i wait fr them at Toast Box. then suddenly met Nas! my best primary school guyfriend. too bad didnt had much time talking to him. cause when he came, few minutes later mum came back. separated from him and met Dad at Novena to pick us back home.

im still mad about Sundari and common test is in two weeks time. mati.

i've always wanted to go out ever since idk when.
every time when my gfs wanted to chill out at night after school, i couldnt cause im working. they'll get pissed eventually though. im sorry babes, really sorry.

but i didnt expect my Sunday to be super bored like hell.
i usually cant go out on Sunday cause people named it as Family Day or it's because for sure one of my parents will not be working. but since it's cny, my mum has to work, so does dad.
my first sister went out with her daughter, while second sister is working. me? no, im not working today. i've been working for thursday, friday and saturday. but im working tomorrow for double pay(:
okay back to the bad Sunday.

at first i thought of going to study or something. then i thought of gg town.
i called Amira but she was with her family. called Yanaa, and she was also with her family. so i lost the mood to even go out. saif ajak me to sentosa but i was too lazy to go that far. sorry dude!

i got mad at myself for not watching Suria Elektra. i didnt get to watch last time, and i actually missed it again this time. i watched Love is Cinta. i watched it before and find it's a very lame movie. but somehow, when i watch it just now, i got carried away emotionally that i cried. (wth sungguh kan? -.-) my tears just kept on rolling down non stop. i didnt even blinked to make the tears rolled down. the reason i cried when the guy got killed, when he was hit so hard by his dad. at the same time, i cried cause im not going out when there is no one at home on Sunday. thanks Rahmat for cheering me up though!(: i got irritated with all the tv shows. everything Love Story! just because it is Vday. how pathetic is that?

because i cried so badly, i got headache. so i went to sleep at 6pm. the moment i woke up was only 830pm. i woke up cause i received a call from Siddiq. he ajak me go slack at Malek's house. i don't want to cause my back is having a good rest on bed and im too lazy to walk all the way to Malek house. and Malek, after saying bye, i heard you said, "weak urh nad" before you put down the phone. haha. but it's too late for you to ajak me at that timing cause furthermore i have not bathe yet.

im quite sad that i didnt get to spent time with ucuk. i totally understand that hes on holiday trip with family. but i actually could imagine if he were to be in spore right now with me, today and celebrate Vday. i never had one, really. furthermore, the only last time i saw you was one week ago.

somehow, i received many Vday wish. i remembered someone called me last year and whispered otp Happy Valentine Day. i really had no idea who it was cause i do not have id caller. im happy abt it cause it seems so mysterious. this year, there were some who wished me other than boyfriend, it was Nash, Saif, Saiful and even Nicholas! actually, i dont even know the definition of Valentine. haha. whatever. it's just a love day for couples.

so there i go. complaining about the worse Sunday for this month i ever encounter and wished it never happened again!

i woke up early in the morning to accompany munirah to lot 1 cotton on.
we bought some clothes there and headed to cwp.
we still early for work so decided to went in shop to put our bags.
Sundari came up to me and gave me ang pao! im super happy bodoh.

sadly, cotton on did not open for half day.
so we actually work for closing.
apart from that, 4 hours working without air con. imagine how hot it is?

though i have a boyfriend but we didnt celebrate valentines day ):
since he is meeting his kekasih gelap at Muar.
tsk, menyampah sungguh.
urm. my first sister no originality.
she copied the idea of what i gave boyfriend gift for 3monthsary.
she used the idea for valentine day. sibok jer.

Dancing.
I've stop. There's a performance coming up at D'Marquee but I rejected.
10th year anniversary performance was a blast I must say.
Bella, sadly you're not there and I miss you.

School.
Been missing lessons lately due to 10th year anni.
I need to catch up especially on Science(both physics and chemistry).
Ms Ng taught Maths too fast. I have not even master on certain topic and she is already teaching another one.
I want Mdm Haslina badly. Why did you stop teaching, when it comes to a crucial year for us?
It's already February and I don't think I had learn anything for English lesson.
I want to recap many things as possible, please.

Work.
Gahhh. Im quitting already. This will be my last month.
Sad liao. I did complain about work but someone Im getting to love work.
I even okay with Sundari attitude already. She's been nice but still evil :D
And there wont be 30% discount anymore): Nvm, still got friends who will give discount(:

Family.
Nenek no longer living with my family. Aleeya no longer sent to babysitter.
House is kinda messy. Im getting lazy to tidy it up like I used to.
Will take some time I guess. I feel like moving -.-

Boyfriend.
It was good that he came down to Spore and watch my performance fr 10th year.
He picked me up from work on Friday and we went to Yishun. After that ate at Mac.
Saw him outside shop while I was working. Hah. New hair colour.
Met him again just now to library. And ate at all time fav, Banquet.
Hope to see you more soon. Ily(:


mind my title. but i somehow love the song.

breakfast in the morning at Mac.
walked to rp with malay dancers and had a last rehearsal at 9.
makeup at 12, lunch at 3, dinner at 5.
show started at 7 and waited for intermission.
before leaving dressing room, papa called me.
i hugged him real tighttt for a very long time cause this will be my last performance. and then papa said "dah takmu nanges."
check-check both of us air mata dah mengalir!
time for performance get excited! im happy enough to be flower girl to pass the flower to Mrs Lim.
right after show, went outside to search for my friends and ucuk.
my friends spot me first, hugged amira and yanaa!
then im still searching for ucuk, saw him! ran up and hug him real tighttt!
i really miss him okay.
took some picts and went backstage to change.
everyone was happy that the show has ended, though it was a boring one -.-


Malay Dancers, we all did a great job on this event! Long Live Sukma Irama!


Dearest Boyfriend, hoping to meet you soon. Im sorry if i've done anything wrong. Dont forget me. Let's be strong in building this long distance relationship.
I love you.

school is getting irritating. so many things need pay!
4 subjects fr TYS book already cost me almost $30.
i have to fork out my own money.
the reason because Dad already gave me $200 earlier in december for school books, shoes etc.
but, i used it for countdown celebration in advance. whoops!
not all, obviously. i used fr food, movies and stuffs.
10th year anni will be this thursday.
i got rehearsal from 2pm-10pm at rp tmr, and 2pm-6pm on wed.
i need to assemble at rp by 9am in the morning on thursday itself.
jay lim almost lecture me on dancing, but i cut his secntence by saying it's my last ever performance.
dearest boyfriend and kak eja will come down to watch too(:
i met kak eja ytd and when i see her, i feel like i miss the Eusoff family.
i saw a little boy just now and thought it was Syi'in.
but the most im missing now is Shayiful Eusoff.
and i miss this romance b.