im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

Favourites
Colour: PURPLE . RED . SILVER . BLACK . WHITE . METALLIC . GOLD .
Food: SIRLON STEAK . CHICKEN RICE . AND MACAM-MACAM LAGI LUHH .
Song: THE R&B QUEEN , BEYONCE LUHH .
Movie: DREAMGIRLS .
Sport: NETBALL . VOLLEYBALL . BADMINTON . SOCCER . BASKETBALL .
Day of The Week: TUESDAY . SATURDAY .
Season: OHH SUMMER !
Ice-cream: CHOCOLATE MINT . CHOCOLATE . COOKIES & CREAM .

Currents
Mood: TIRED & BLURRED .
Taste: HOT FUGDE . THANKS TO THE LOGCAKE . HAAH .
Clothes: SHIRT & SHORTS .
Desktop: COMPAQ .
Toenail: NEED TO GET A NAILCUT SOON .:D
Time: 1.31 AM .
Surroundings: FOOKING ITCHY CAUSE OF THE NYAAAAMUKS .
Annoyances: NYAMUKS .
Thoughts: DAMN MAD OVER SOMETHING !

First
BEST FRIENDS: NUR FADHILAH .
Crush: AMIR . MAKIN CUTE SKRG . :D
Movie: IDK RECALL THAT .
Lie: LAGI TAK LEH RECALL BILER TU PART .
Music: BRITNEY SPEARS .

Lasts
Cigarette: NEVER SMOKE BEFORE .
Drink(Alcohol): NEVER & WONT .
Car Ride: JUST NOW IN THE MORNING .
Phone Call: AINI .
CD Played: A VIDEO RECORDED SINCE THE 90'S.

Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: SOONER I GUESS .
Broken The Law: YES . MORE THAN ONE .
Been Arrested: NOPE , ONLY SCREENED .
Skinny-Dipped: NEVER !
Been On TV: NAHH I DONT THINK SO .
Kissed Someone You Don't Know : NO . BUT WHO IS NOT MY BF GOT URHH . LOL .
5 things you are wearing: SHIRT . SHORTS . HAIRBAND . BRA . UNDERWEARS . :D
4 things you've done today: EAT . CLEAN . SHOPPING . CALL & MSG . PLAY COMP .
3 things you can hear right now: SARAH'S VOICE . THE VEHICLES OUTSIDE . THE FAN .
1 thing you do when you are bored: DAYDREAM .

5 people to do this:
AINI .
FILIANA .
FATIN .
MURNI .
SARAH .

okayyyy ! so skip those survey up there . yes ricca , i done with it .
this morning i was a disgusting girl . gone out without bathing . lol .
followed mum to send grandma at aunt house . then went back home & go out again accompanied dad to alter his jeans at woodlands centre . still , i havent bathe . get back home thennn bathe . it was already at 4pm that time . hah . so get changed and went out at 5.30pm to meet shida . went to bugis to do some shopping . i spent a total of 140 bucks ! puas hati babe ! indulging myslef gituk . go to this shop , pay 10 . go to that shop , pay 10 . got alottt of plastic bags i hold on . bought 2 shirts , sweater , jeans , tanktop , 2 above knee dress , watch , small sling bag . went for dinner after that and home . reached woodlands station at 1130pm . thought of singgah kfc tapi tak jadi . and now menyesal cause aini said she went to kfc at around that time to settle kan problem . pantatt tul .

Labels: i get crazy by that .

at last i got to went out with ariff after a looooooooong time ! waited for him for more than 5 mins . saw him and his dress code is soo metal while i look simple with street wear . imagine thatt . so yeah . while we were otw to plaza singapura , we forgotten to stop at dhouby ghaut . so we skip one station and drop at city hall and patah alek to dhouby ghaut . hah , my baddd . cause ariff was sleeping and i was supposed to check .

went to PS GV to catch Alvin and The Chipmunks . tickets are selling reaaaal fast and we got exactly the firsttt row . while waiting for the movie to start , went to 7 eleven and ariff bought kuih pow . eat it & smoke . went up back and got in . my tengkok sakit siol pandang atas je . the movie was damn funny ! theodore is the mostt cutesttt ! the funniest part : "u can sleep when ure dead !" H A H A H A H A ! :D
movie ended , toilet break . waited for ariff again , smoke .

then we walk around and then took the mrt to vivocity . makk kauu ! the mall is full of people . went to level 3 and walk around . byk mats & minahs . we saw 2 little kids in the water . ariff say the boy wanna rape the girl . the girl pushed the boy and he started to fell down . haah . hindustan betol . ariff can still stop & watch to learn how the process goes . found a place to sit . ariff wont stop smoking for sure . and then we started to camwhore . nak stepping emo plak dierrr . posing mcm model wannabe . anddd malay girls are not stupid okay ariff ! and im sorry for you know what i mean , king diamond ... thennn at around 1930 we berangkat from there .

gg back to woodlands . got a call from syira and damn kpo wanna hear his voice . otw back , ariff introduced to me his metal world . just listen to some metal songs for fun cause im not interested with it . then makin lamer lagu makin slow . not metal anymore . which made me fell asleep . went to cwp to singgah kfc for dinner cause we have not been eating but just popcorn . then saw ali there with his family . aini wasnt doing her work properly . she said to ariff ,"shut up ." and "fuck you!" haha . baddd customer service . can still sit and talk with us . then got one makcik saw & was like giving aini a look . saje jerr itu anak . and after finishing our food , we went home .(:

anddd the picture is dark , i know .

Labels: the long absence .

im fooking angry & pissed & sad !
firstly , stupid & lame strangers are spamming aini's blog !
ehh pls arr ehkk ! get a life ! esp **** you !
nak tag tak pikir yg kiter leh tahu dier saper .. -.-"

secondly , im pissed cause laptop getting lack !
i used to love the laptop more then the desktop .
and now , though laptop gone for repair pun tk gunerr .
ive been trying to online for like 5 times !
i only got to sign in for 2mins and the next thing , its not responding .

and now im sad .
this feeling is the most i dislike among the rest .
idk why im worried . idk why i need to think abt it .
hes leaving tmr & all i got to say is by leaving an offline msg .
and i know he didnt read it . cause he must be packing stuffs & so .
i just dont want him to think that im a last minute person .
cause im so not that type but due to work , it made me soo busy .
serious . i miss lots of things due to work . haiyer .

had a call with amira . goshh ! its been 1234567890 days didnt got to catch up with her . share some stuffs . and got to know that her relationship routine is still the same . haah . and qhairah had gone to LA but she still havent share her trip there . do remember though we miss contacts due to some stuffs , our friendship is still on .
i miss this people hell lots !

Labels: emotions .

haah . i became a babysitter for two kids named Muhamad Izz Danish & Muhamad Izz Darioz . Danish is just 4 years old & Darioz is only a month plus . Holding a small little baby is not that easy you know . goyang sane , goyang sini . and then biler tak suker , nangis . is that all a baby can do ? now i know how tired a mother can be . i watch Hantu Jeruk Purut at sensasi while darioz fell asleep . when he woke up , suddenly he got hiccups . then his mother came and gave him milk . so im in charged of Danish pulakk . this one more active . i let him play colouring . and now he's disturbing me asking for computer game .

Labels: cute little kids .

IRFAN
first of all . u ask me to tell u who is she referring to . and so did i . though shes not conferm who shes actually blogging about(shes crazy) . i told u it was u . though i didnt ask/call her at that very time . u ask me , so i told u . and yes , i accuse it was ezzaty mati-mati dgn penuh confident by not giving second thoughts that she was away . im not memanjangkan cerite but READ AGAIN .

12/11/2007 10:50:37 PM
efunfunfun! NADBUNC(:
ya la.. she said dat, and when i chatted to her, i was chatting with my fren, and i told my fren wad happened... den now when my fren read, my fren terase

12/11/2007 10:54:57 PM
NADBUNC(: efunfunfun!
and u know aini hate ppl hu look for sympathy . then WHY u tell ur friend wat happened ?

look ehk irfan . u chatted with ur friend and she terase . what if u were to tell everyone in ur msn account ? nobody will terase but only that friend of urs right ? why must she terase ? meaning she got help u ar nie ? true aaaperrr ? anddd if u were not to tell ur friend what happened , things wouldnt end like this . eversince u broke up with her , all u do is find fault with her and her friends . its either u so not over it or u wanna get back to her for breaking ur heart .
easy said ,
YOU'RE PATHETIC !

EZZATY
i didnt masok campur . irfan who ask me . he sort of tried to made me masok campur . let me tell u that first . if u think thats not a good reason , then why u also masok campur ? adding mustika up in a conversation and confronting aini ? its not about u what ? maybe its about u because why ? because i accused u . if mustika being terase , irfan feeling2 hot stuffs and aini writing a full of vulgarities post in general , then what have i or u got to do with this thing ?! and it may seem that i accuse u because i tot it was a last time fight which actually goes to show that i dont neccessarily know about aini's life though shes my bestfrfiend .

MUSTIKA
yes true . ure not happy i talk about ur bestfriend . or should i say accused ?
but why do u think im doing this ? its for the sake of treasuring my friendship .
and when u chat with her , its like u blaming it everything on me . just because i accused ur bestfriend . in additional , it shouldnt be a problem it u didnt terase .
DO YOU GET IT OR NOT ? irfan trying to be a hero cause his innocent friend got terase .


so in this case .
since irfan blog about me , i gussed i need to say about those ppl up there to clear things up . irfan , i dont know whats up with the matter of having problems with ur ex-girlfriend . at the first place . it was a mistake of u asking me . anddd if u didnt told that innocent friend of urs , she WONT terase and there WONT be a problem yer . infact it was wrong of me to accused people anyhow which has got to do anything with me at the first place . so does ezzaty . and irfan who do u think is immature ? aini ? dont bring up the word immature if u dont know whats the defination of it . if u think shes immature , what makes u ? and if u need more explanation on immature , check out on filiana's blog .
thank you .

***filiana got nothing to do with this anw .

Labels: age doesnt matter .

something happened at work today . i fell down . LOL .
idk how to story it but for sure it hurts my back .
and yea , saw that cool uncle .(:

just came back from work .
be waiting for mum to come back and then she will send me to my second house .
cause she'll be going to work at night to keep a look on her store .
so aini , it be hard to contact you tonight .

how do i say ? how do i react ?
questions and answers .
no cheating or lying .
telling the truth is all i need .
i can't think , i can't say .
neither a word nor even a letter .
don't use those words cause i dislike it .
unless you sincere with it .
i know you're not .
maybe yes , its true .
but how do i know ?
sometimes its just a word without a meaning .
sometimes its just a one day feeling .
why do you always say and the next minute theres a sudden change ?
you're just the same as any other .
you say this , you say that .
do you even mean it when you say ?
every single word .
every single sentence .
i dont need those happiness from you.
as long as i don't fall onto your trap .
that will be such a beautiful lie .

Labels: unsweet .

I met aini under her blk and then go to her house . her kittens . arrggh . sorry putih and hitam if I were to scream loudly at u guys face that made u scared and run away and hide . hahaha .go down , met ricca .we stop at pasir ris and took 354 . we reach etp at lasttt . 7 bucks okay . promotion going on this holiday yaw .

first ride . flippers . daniel wasnt there at that time . when turun , this fat guy named haikal (the worker) called fatin and said that his friend wants aini no . okay and i was like saje bbl to haikal . "eh aper nie ? nak keje ke nk knl2 ? bilang nazrul baru tau .. haah . eh . daniel maner urh ? " nazrul is the supervisor there . nexttt . okay well . i dont really rmb which we go cause you know . stm lahh .

go kart . two person ride . i be the driver , aini my passenger . hah . should only be 18 and above to drive actually . whatev . ariffin said to us ," I know ure not 18 . u cannot ride actually . " and im very kuang ajar said back , " ahh dah tahu takper . diam arrr . " this is my first time and i drove it laju giler nak mamposssss !!! ask aini how it feels . she all the time pekik . and i tekan the engine habis habisan ! formular one kaperr ? hahaha . though there was a slope and should be slowing down . and when the turning part i drive like crazy . can senget-senget lagi . haha ! like my dad who like to senget-senget when drive the car which will make my mum angry . haah . then stop . got thIs guy ask , "u guys $100 fine right ?" and we said yea . maybe he's just too worried cause I drive too fast and uncontrollable . ricca's turn . i rode with her , be the passenger . she drive quite okay arr . we byk stop and took pictures .

rainbow . melayang layang . can sempat take pict . and even flizzers took many times also can even video . ohh and haikal and shazwan went home already while danial incharged of the ride ! ainiii .. hahaha . ricca pun samer ! -.-" not to forget . haunted house . its the third time i tried and i opened my eyes ! lol . okay , everything robot . sudden shock every single time ! and then the guy who work there teman us from behind and when the part where there is a bridge he go and scream " ARRRHHH !!! " punyer lahh terkejut ! till ricca also fell down on the bridge . gawddd . and we cpt2 kuar ! pheww .

wet & wild . one word , basah . of course lahh . took with ricca . took with aini . exchange2 . then aini & ricca took the inverter which i dont . instead i went to the go kart single rider ALONE . so went to the longgg queue . and my turn . the chinese guy infront of me was like slow . so i overtake him though it was the part where round up and turn side . except for the slope i straight away lepaskan engine . seramm gitu lor . met the two at burger king . ohhh !! pirate ship ! aiyerr . we took the lastt sit at the back . makk oii . pening lahh . and what do you expect ? aku srceam kuat kuat !!!!!! hah . most of the ride we repeat many2 time . till we leave etp at 1930 . last ride was flipper again . we rode it after we get changed . hah .

otw home . in the mrt . sejukkk . we're like freezing . aini dah tergoyang goyang . dah ngantok . we took alot of picture using my hp & ricca's . total of almost 300+ . cool or whatt ? but of course we wont be uploading all . insya allah . so aini slept in the mrt . me too . ricca listen to songs while bluetooth all the pictures . we stop at ang mo kio . got to change due to some reason . and we are so called last person to leave . while there was this chinese , multi piercing guy around 18 yrs old was sleeping . poor him , nobody is waking him up . came the superheroin ! NADHIRAH !! ahaha , i went to him and tapped his thighs , " err..excuse me sir . we need to change the train . " aww . he soo sleepy and answered back blurly gituk . hah . good thing aini told me to woke him up !

aini walk home together with ricca while me , alone . before go home , i went to kedai kopi and bought rojak . sarah told me to . and then walk home all the way . haizz . penat penat . afterall , gerek ! poor thing , pili was not following . sarah jealous . :D

p/s: check out aini's blog . she wrote everything in details .

Labels: fun is all i need .

Monday .
ive been working & sleepover at my second house & goshhhh now im SICK ! i dont know what happen cause in a sudden the feeling of cold strikes me . from there , i had a stomached . grrr . my badan naik 40 degree celcius which then gives me a headache . can u imagine ? from toe to stomach to head ? go up up up ! everything happen on one night .

Tuesday .
wake up & it was sooo hard for me to drag my whole body . luckily got nenek help to urut me . wait till night for mum to get back home . otw to the clinic , i vomitted . eeeiyerrr . meet the doctor & i HAVE to take pills ! i cant ! dont ask me . i know im big enough but i dont like pills !!!! yucksss ! and somemore this doctor named Dr Loike gave me 2 packets of small pills , 2 packets of big pills , a packet of sachet and a 250 ml liqiud medicine . banyak kan total ??!! i dont loikeee lah ! but have to . and everything cost 61 bucks ! makkau ! terpaksa balik & makan . i dont swallow pills . i pound them first . menyusahkan kan ? yes , i know .
and it took me around 10 to 15 mins to finish up those medicine according to the doctor ! argghh !!

Wednesday .
feel abit better . not as weak as ytd . but still my perut sakettt . again took pills . grrr . and i seriously dont believe whatever i read at aini's blog ! okay , im sorry its been soo hard to contact you till u made a decision just like that . hah . kate THE aini perr . soo people dont judge her . its THE aini . you know what i mean girl . good thing aini & fatin came to visit me & made their explanation which made stoned . like omg ? serious ? haha . as long fatin is happy . aini is happy . and im happy ? im not happy cause i need to take pills you know . -.-"
at night i skip my medicine . stayyyy inside my room . kekek tgk OKB . hahaha ! :D

Labels: sick .

Sunday , 2 Dec 07 .

everybody has to clean the house except for dad like most of the time . cause since there is 3 anak dara & 2 mak dara ? okay my siblings , mum & nenek . sarah was soo lazy she kemas asal boleh and can still give a look ! i was abit semangat cause mum says we going out to town for shopping so i was happy . i get bathe . mum rest . nenek urut dad . sarah get ready . syira on the phone with someone . and something happen . a fight . like always . SARAH VS SYIRA . this two can never tak gadohh . and when they gadohh , they will tumbok or sepak or terajang ! so here it goes .
sarah siap2 dgr lagu hindustan . syira bbl ngn jantan maner tah . boleh katekan sarah start dulu . becaaaauuusseee . syira ask sarah to perlahankan lagu but sarah said to syira , " eyy ! bbl ngn jantan jgn nk step cute ar ehk ! " so syira just kate , " eyy suke ati ar ! " then sarah suke cari kemarahan org . dier kuatkan lagu merepek dier tu !

syira (geram): oii ! dah pekak sgt kaperr ?!
sarah : eyy ! eyy ! eyy ! kau nak try per ? sini arr !
syira : huh ?! nak try ??!

syira put down her phone . she tumbok sarah nyer hidung ! sarah tampar syira ! and both pekik2 lawan alek . then syira kejar sarah till laundry . i was in the toilet which was near to the laundry . so i turn off the tap so i could listen what was happening . i heard gedebak gedebuk ! syira take the batang jolok baju and hit sarah head !! sarah pekikkkk ! then mum came .

mum : oii ! dah kenaper ??!
sarah : kakak ar !!
syira : dier kurang ajar sgt ! org tgh bbl pt telepon abe kacau !
sarah : sarah sakat dgr lagu abe dier gatal bbl ngn jatannn aje !
mum : abe yg sampai nk pukul2 kenaper ?! bingit lah macam nie !
syira : kau prangai mcm sial ! takder org pun nk kwn ngn kau lah klu prangai mcm nie ! takder adek pt dunia prangai mcm kau lah !
sarah : eyyy ! kat dunia nie pun tkder kakak mcm kau lah ehk !
mum : dah lahh ! aku bosan lyn korang tau ! ayahhh !

so from there i taught already ended . also my father tak bising . he just kept quiet. syira went in to the room first . dier maseh geram . dier amek cd tu ingatkan nk campak pt katil skali ter-hit dinding ketepenggg ! jatuh pecah berderai ! sarah masok . " huh ? pecah ? !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(@#$%^&* "
they continue fighting . then again mum came . and nenek . plus dad too . i finish bathing and just watch them .

mum : eyy kakak ! yg kau nk besarkan jantan dr adek sendiri asal ?!
sarah : tu ar ! nak menggatal aje !
syira : eyy kau diam ar ehk ! cd tu kwn kau punye pun aku tak heran ar ! gi mampos lah !
sarah : kurang ajar kaan tu ..
nenek : apesal mau bisng2 ? nenek takde heran . nenek bleh bayar cd tu lahh . pt spore byk jual lahh ! i dunnoo lah ehk ..
ayah : asl bising2 sgt nie ??..
syira : ayah tgk ar . kakak tgh bbl pt tepon abe dier kacau . sengaje kuatkan lagu .
ayah : asl kau kurang ajar sgt sarah ?
sarah : aper ? abe dier bbl ngn jantan menggatal tk habis2 .
ayah : kau mmg suker cari kemarahan org per ? kau dah lamer tak kena ngn ayah tau .. yg kau nk kacau dier apesal ? mcm gitu ajelah . due2 tak bleh mengalah !
nenek : dah stop ! cukup ! wait ! macam2 bdk nie ..
ayah : korang due2 ehkk .. kang ayah sebat nnt .. ahh .. baru tahu . eh syira ! kau kuar dr rumah nie pun bagus lah ! pening lyn korang !

then it only left me , syira , sarah and nenek . syira on one side . sarah on one side . nenek exactly in the middle . im closer to syira .

nenek : dah cukup ! aku taknk dgr lagi .
syira : b ! kau tgk ! aku tgh bbl dier peyy kuang ajar !
sarah : ey aper ! kau dah pecahkan cd kwn aku tau tak ! kau gi berambus dr rumah nie mampos sudah lah !
syira : eyy ! aku nk berambus anytime pun bleh lah ! tak mcm kau !

haiyerr . from there then it ended . at last . but im still confused . mum already bising2 . nenek can still sambung urut ayah . kakak crying inside the toilet while bathing . sarah also crying in the room while msging her friend . and left me . naseb after that semue siap and then kuar . in the car sarah and syira never talk to each other till today .

and mum change her plan . we didnt go to town . we go to AKIRA building instead and IMM . we went to giant which we overly spent . around $355.09 ! hahaha !
and minum air pt Aliff restaurant at bukit batok . andddd also saw Aliff Aziz there . mentang-mentang namer kedai samer . then got this guy who seem to be his sedare but this guy mcm nak tumpang glamour . ewww .

Labels: nenekku macam referee wrestling .