im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

Okay, i think my previous post was just to vent my anger out. I feel much better now after things had settled.
So last Friday, we had charity bazaar in school. It was tiring i tell you. I was quite nervous to do the marsh mellow when there are soo many people ordering at the same time. But i did quite good after some time.

Let's make this clear. I'm not gonna post or online so often due to house renovation. Yeah, my house is in total mess and i have no time to use the computer that much. You guys can probably just contact me through my hp, thanks(:

And Farrah Nair, I pretty much understand your feelings. Don't worry, I'm soo not gonna hate you. I've been in your position before. And I guess I know why you cried on Tuesday. It could be that you just can't bear seeing your beloved ex crying. True? And once again, I won't hate you girl. Takecare(:

Firstly, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH JONES!
HAPPY 14 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO AMIRA&AIDEEL.
AND 3 MONTHS TO ME AND HUBBY..

I just hate the way god arrange my life right now..
I hate being accuse without investigating it deeply..
And I hate if my friend is to be blame when she's not the one who is wrong.
Just so you know, i know you still have those feelings towards her that you trusted her soo much..
But how could you this to me?
Im still your current gf, but why do i feel that you trusted her more than i do?
You no longer with her.. NO LONGER.
So what she put alot of memories in your life?
I don't give a fcking care how gooooood she been to you.
All i want is you to understand that IM YOUR GF NOW AND YOU SHOULD BE TRUSTING ME!
I've been patient all this while without even telling you how hurt i felt just to takecare of your feelings.
And this is always what i got in return..

Labels: monday sucks.

i secretly sneek out from house justtt to meet him under my block:D


Three siblings and my mum's staff


Pussy Wagon.


Sarah.


Just me, one corner.






Anddd, i fall asleep by the time its already 2am plus.


Fiestari Dance Competition.




Bachins.


Nadrock.


Farhana.


Together with the ex-malay dancers.


Had Fiestari dance competition today. Congrats NYP for winning and you guys really superbly did an amazing job! We did not win, but still proud that we manage to balance our "tampi" when we are doing our scarecrow part(: I was effing tired at the first place because i went to jb karaoke club during midnight and was back home at 5 am. Overslept and got late for school. While we're gg back to school, i slept in the bus alone at the back seat. Went to civic and talkkk with Bella, Arina & Nadrock.

Talk to mum abt being a face model. Mum agreed at the first place. But then as i kept talking, she had a second thought. Oh goddd! I really want to take this opportuinity!

Labels: practice is a performance.

Atiqah.


Feat, NadRock & Atiqah.


Three Whites.


Shak, Me, Atiqah & Bella.


Me suap Tasha, taken candid by Shak.


Old schoolmate, Fitri.


Old schoolmate, Rozanna.


Last Friday, the malay dancers and higher mother students attended the Drama Muzika 60an at Teck Whye Sec. We all thought it was soo happening and fun but yet it didn't go on well as what we were expecting. Overall, they did tried their best. At the same time, I saw my ex-fuchunians friends! Aww, really miss them very much. Ohh, before we went home, I walk with Bella, Nadrock, Arina and Affie. I told Bella that someone bluetooth name was like suck. Put the hp number like tak tahu malu. So we decided to prank call the person. Bella was effing good at pranking calls! Her voice was so funny! At last, Nadrock talk to the person and ask who she is and it was ___. :D

Before moving, I had my first fusion dance class practice last Wednesday. I wonder how rich the school is that they sacrifice to get us an instructor to teach us fusion dance just for Racial Harmony Day. Okay, so we had a start by learning classical Indian dance. The movements was cool. As for Malay dance, I totally screwed up with the formation. My mind was totally blank as there were many positions to go. I'm still practicing it at home(: Competition is just in a week time!