im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

Okay my title is just a random one.
so what made me wanna post?
hmm. its because of Nurul Syasya Binte Rosli.
hurhur, aku masih ingat namer bapak kau oii.
ohh plus, Nana Sontoloyo who tagged asking me to update.

So last Saturday, my family had an open house due to Syira 19th birthday party.
it was great afterall. Sarah sporting friends came and was karaoke-ing.
and yeahh, of course Syira got alot lot presents.
most best thing is the food that day-AYAM, RENDANG && MOSTLY THE BIRTHDAY CAKE!
it was a 2kg, 3 layer cake! yumm yumm.

And the very next day was Sunday.
Siddiq, Ali, Khairi and I went to the library.
was supposed to study for common test.
but ended up playing actually.
saw most EVGians on that day.
we then went to the swimming complex and ate ICE KACHANG at wdlands centre(:

So yesterday, Saturday.
i went out with dearest cousin, Shida.
went to bugis to search presents for dearest gf, Amira and Mum.
then both of us met my dearest Abg, Siddiq with his bro and gf.
we slack at Boat Quay and then went home.

This is just a short one.
i know i did a really really bad one for most of my common test.
i heck care with F&N.
but most im disappointed is with my maths.
cause on that day, i know i did not gave my very best.

SO HERE ARE THE PICTURES OF ALL THE DAYS(eng aku tak betol):

hello hello . pretty obvious today is Vday .
im here posting it cause im single and i DONT celebrate it(:
ytd at around 9pm , i went to popular with Yana .
was suppose to meet Wan and take Faiz's mp3 from him plus my intention was to make Yana met Wan to lepaskan rindu gituk .
sadly, no . Wan called out Yana's name but she did not even turn back .
and sweetest part is that Wan run after Yana !
his running skill is like very power and dah mcm hindustan love story :D

school was boring, as usual .
nothing much .
Mr Alawden started teaching us history back .
which IS a good news .
im really really happy & sastified with my maths test .
alhamdullilah, i scored 22 out of 25(:

after school, accompanied Aini to take her lost ezlink card at the nearest minimart next to school .
then me, Yana and Nana went to cwp .
i already did some survey on what to buy for Sufian's Vday gift for his gf .
plus we walked around helping Nana to search a Vday gift for Matin .

my plans after this is to get change cause its already 4.05pm .
i need to go cwp again and bought the Vday gift and packed them and meet Sufian .
so meaning, i'll be skipping tuition class .
then i meet Ariff and enter the second shift .

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hmm . cny is pretty quite . on thursday , me and sarah had our breakfast okay no , lunch actually at cwp delifrance . sarah's treat . since most population in spore is chinese , the road and shopping mall is very the sunyi . me and sarah felt very weird as the chinese people are having their lunch at cwp too . so sarah had her , okay i forgot what she ordered together with the corn soup while i had chicken lasagne . okay skip . sarah is soo giler and bored that she brought me to timezone and played this stupid "rollercoaster" which her friends had ride . so i layankan je lahh . plus we played other games too . sarah redeemed the points and ask for a so called bubble thing , one box . then we blowed it outside civic . mcm bdk belo kan ? and yeahh . then she threw it up to the sky . how can i explain that i have a crazy sister .. -.-"

ohyeah . then ytd , as already planned , went to nash house to play pool . before that , i met ali and went to aini's place to pass her jacket . then we took bus and stop at admiralty station and met nash and aideel . too bad , siddiq didnt came . i felt soo insecured when my brother is not there as im the only girl . okay , must get used to it . okay , nash punya rumah banyak lawa lehh . ohh and his mother is pretty and sexy for that kind of age(: so i tried playing too but then boring i gave up . watch tv instead . then ali went back home and nash family went out . so left me , aideel and nash only in his house . so i went up to nash room and played his computer while he and aideel still playing pool . but then they did came up to check on me . scary part: aideel went downstairs and left me with nash alone in his room, locked . alhamdullilah , nothing happen . got a msg from amira . the three of us went out and met her . just had some slackings at fushan garden . okay , im happy for you amira for ur "future " and hope u enjoy ur holiday trip to KL . ponteng skola sampai monday kaperrr ? :D

ps: shak & syafikah , hope both of you did not get the wrong idea of me at cwp ytd(:

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today the school is celebrating the cny concert . okay , im performing for malay dance . shit shit . wake up soo early and got to be in school by 630am . got ourselves change and stuffs . not sastified . the chinese dancers are soo called using our "hired makeup-artist" . huahua . and we dah mcm tak terurus gituk . then everybody got ready and we tried practicing in the music room . suddenly papa said ,"girls, open . shut up !" we need to take off our selendeng which we used to cover our shoulder cause we're just wearing tube . everyone was like ,"huh ? huh ?"
argghh . the hair was extremely big and my hand mcm papan kayu and then my back bongkok . imagine that .

we already need to go back at the stage . still , we dont know which part need to lift up our selendang . goddd . then its part for the malay dance to perform . alot of people made mistakes of the selendeng . ok whatev . i know theres one part im at the side and i hit the curtain almost fell down sehh . finale , nanie planned to go down with me but by the time we were searching for who to give and like what ???! most people got their bags of oranges so i & sam have to go all the way at the back dgn baju yg terdedah mcm rounding-rounding pat hall jual badan . wooo . by the time i go up the stage , i was running in small steps and the song ended .

OKAY , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
THAT'S ALL .

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i wonder why you could have those thoughts in your mind . i wonder why u have those unneccessary feelings . you didnt lost your bestfriends .
what ive seen is that , once the friendship in on the rock , you intend to back off and avoid .
is that the way you solve it ? thats totally wrong .
just by not talking or spent a day or a week , you'll think ppl is forgetting about you . you yourself got more than one bestfriend .
why dont you spent time with your bff , i spent time with my bff & the other one spent time with his/her bff ?
and why ohh why when one of the bff when to the other bff , you got all those feelings and thoughts and the next thing you feel awkward and then you think youre not part of them .
okay , im not angry anymore or whatt . just letting this out so you'll understand and dont come to me and ask wth am i writing this for .
cause im writing this specially for you so you bare in mind and get what i meant .
okay , ily .(:

confused state . hmm , lets see .
i know you dont deserved to be treated in this way , so does him .
this is all because of misunderstanding and jealosy .
you ARE in a confused state. cmon girl . you handling with an 18yr old guy .
he's different than any other guy you've been go through all while .
and maybe cause he's not yet your bf , the feeling is different .
and if he contact your bff , thats because he wanna know more information about you .
and if he kept opening a topic about your bff , than that means he's just randomly blurpting out words to have a conversion .
but he seriously love you , trust me .
ohh plus , ilyt .(:

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