im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

another day, another complaint.

im so not satisfied about this. first was eldest sister, syira. now is elder sister, sarah. i cant stand their attitude at home. everyday is just getting worse.

i really really really detest people using my stuffs. wait, let me rephrase this. i dont mind people who know how to use my stuffs and get my permission. i have this situation where i WILL CRY when my sisters wore my stuffs without my permission. let me just add this on.

as you people know, i have two big fat elephant and rhinoceros body size sisters that thinks they look good in wearing my size S clothes and even size 7 shoe. yes, the three of us have the same size of shoe. it's either size 7 or 8. so does that mean we can share? yes, of course we can share. but when it comes to clothes, wooo! dont you two BIG SISTERS have any idea that wearing my size S does not equal to both of you who are wearing size L? yes, some dress are stretchable and free-size. again, we can share huh?

syira ever wore my free size dress which i just wore once. anddd, she did NOT ask for my permission. dont she have any idea that my dress will be lose as it already stretch to her size body?? i know i did ever wear syira's dress/clothes that are free size. atleast i didnt make her clothes smaller right? few days ago, i found out syira actually wore my NEW size S cotton on dress and long sleeve shirt. i remember a situation happened between me and syira on 13th July 2009.

[Through phone message]
Me: Sape suro ko pki aku pey kasut?! Ko balek, bukak straight away! Musibot pey anjing!
Her: Takde.. Tadi aku mule2 pki kasut Kappa. abeh kaki aku saket, aku patah alek tukar kasut.. besok aku tak pki lah lagi..
Me: Aku tak termakan ah ngn kate2 ko.. ko pey kaki saket, tu ko pey pasal urh. nie skg, kasut aku ko pki. balek cpt!
Her: Eh, ko ingat ko bbl ngn saper eh!ko pikir aku nie adik2 ko per?! anjing? watch ur mouth eh b! dlm hp boleh ah ko bbl gini. klu depan2, muke ko tak pecah dah bagus ah!
Me: Gi mampos urh ngn ko. tetap tu brg aku! ko tak mintak permission aku! dont expect me to respect you when u urself does not respect the elderly. u showed me the bad example ehhk.

so yeah. aku tahu aku takder cara bbl ngn kakak sendiri. when im totally mad, i dont care about any values. heck care. syira wore my shoe and it expanded okay!
yes, seeee. i told ya this is why i hate people who wore my stuffs esp my sisters.
firstly, this shoe is a River Island Brand.
second, it's a birthday gift from mum.(birthday gift okayy. means NO sharing)
thirdly, they wont ask for my permission!

okay well actually syira did ask for my permission the day before and i give her straight NO. still not getting in the mind huh? i dont find its a poor thing if my 20year old sister dont understand the meaning of permission because shes a dropped out student.

next my least unfavourite sister(?), sarah. she knew about the incident of syira wearing my shoe. yet, she HAVE the heart to ask me if i could lend her my shoes. okay, this is the second time she asked actually.

[Morning conversation]
Her: B, aku nak pakai kasut ko leh?
Me: (gives a look) taklehhhhhhhh. kan nnt basah, tgh hujan kan nie.
Her: aper yg hujan? aku nak kai ptg. ko nk pki per nnt after school?
Me: tak urh. b kate takleh, takleh uhh.
Her: oi! aku nak pki beg tuh. nie bag aku.
Me: ey aper? nie beg share okay! b dah pack seh.
Her: takde takde..! aku nak pki. mintak pinjam kasut pun takleh. ko jgn nk lokek sgt ah ehh!

she ended the convo cause i dont mind abt the beg too much. cause we share the beg and further more i got extra bag to wear to sch. because i know i win. she didnt get to wear my shoe afterall.

oh yeah, but unfortunately. she came back home just now happily wearing my shoe. im am wsedrftjgyhkuirlopwoq232rtyuio;g093u83hrejdsn,kb; SHOCKED, MAD, ANGRY, PISSED because! i actually hide it somewhere she wounldnt think the shoe is gonna be placed there. so im guess shes happy right now? happy much gotta wear my shoe, you moron! grrrr!!! she happily got back home doing nothing(!) and told me to throw the rubbish. sochai ko perrh?! bloody hell man! im soo mad okay!

i wish they could get rape now and die.
pfft. i just feel like running away from home.
nope, its not because of this small thing, but a whole lot more thats have been happening.
sheesh. i cant take it anymore.

goodbye black shoelaces. i was so suay today. first thing i reach school gate, i need to face Karen Tan. i was told to took out my black shoe laces and PINK socks. so i come up to class and attend lesson by just wearing my shoe without laces and socks. i dont blame any teachers who caught and warned me about this. i've been survived with black shoe laces from starting of the year till today. white socks are accepted but i cant find one. serious, im not lying and not trying to give excuses. other than that, im just plain lazy and dont bother much about simple school rules.

but i want to emphasize on shoe laces. why do we need to be so recognised towards other school about out nice, bright green coloured shoe lace? since white socks are now accepted, why not shoe laces too? you see, when we bought a black shoe, it always already come with a FREE BLACK COLOURED laces. then next thing we need is to BUY A TWO DOLLAR BRIGHT GREEN SHOE LACES. the reason i never bought one because it's a waste of money but rather spent two dollar on two set of nasi lemak from stall three in the canteen. yeah, rules will be rules. but have you guys ever thought of bringing this up? just for shoe lace, i need to fork out money? why not let us have free? c'mon, be generous Mr Chan. ive just forked out FOUR DOLLARS on shoe lace and socks. omg, that's my daily allowance.

anybody agree? no offence teachers and principal.
im giving my opinion.

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this is the look im bring to school everyday. weeks have gone and im left like 1234567890987654321 seconds gg to N. ahhh sucks. i took mt listening ytd. i was late for it. the paper was ermm, tricky? urgh whatever. i just have a very very strong feeling my results for O mly is bad. i have the feeling that im getting B4. why? because i didn't write the qns no. for my composition. i did a story that is out of the topic given. grrr. i suck at oral. i talk like just 5mins? i didn't speak in "baku" and keep on going,"ermm.. uhhh.. erm...". whatever it is, i know i wanna retake.

i feels like quitting school. i got scolded from mum last week and she even did told me to quit school if i don't want to study. *ouch* certain words that came from her mouth actually hurts me. but i'm okay now. words are prayers. so let's see if i'll be quitting school huh? ok not!

im not getting any better. so does jay lim. he doesn't have a way to ask for my mc in a good way instead, he shouted. -.-
goh chee wee was hot today, as always. i got melted whenever he wore his black top. aduiii...

Bumble bee!

Nenek Kebayan.




dress rehearsal.
tomorrow will be the show.
do come and support sriwana: Bangsawan, Putri Anggun Delima.
tickets selling at $15 i think.

it was raining in the morning and i had to bring along an umbrella to school.
my intention of what i wanna say didnt happened due to something.

i had my N level English oral today.
i didnt have any nervous/scared feeling at first until i faced the examiner.
overall, i think i did pretty well.

the picture show at a coffeshop where some elderly were eating.
the examiner: what do you think the women in the middle is feeling?
me: i think she eating a baked bread where coffeshop usually had the set meal for breakfast that goes along together with coffe. *saying confidently and smiling widely*
the examiner: what do you think the women in the middle is feeling?
me: oh you mean you actually asked me feeling is it?! oh sorry sorry. *laughing and smiling away*

paisey sia.
i thought the examiner was asking me what the women was FEEDING, but instead it was actually FEELING.
hahaha. dumb me!

thursday is the day where most of our lesson are two period.
i must say i thank god for giving us two periods of english today.
because only some were tested for oral in class, others chit chatting.
i find today the best day for the week.
everything seems lame and funny, esp Nash.

did u guys heard someone whistle in the canteen during recess?
well, stupid nash blew it and the whole canteen went silence.
some people look up to see if it was a OM who blew it.
hahahaha. cannot tahan siaa.
it was a very stupid plus lame thing to do!

after recess was english.
so here's the part.
im sorry to say about MJ, but nash jokes about him were soo lame that rahmat and i can't stop laughing.
malay was kinda mendak but hudzaifah entertain us with his silly act.
teacher was not in so we did our own stuffs.
i used too much energy laughing that i felt sleepy for last period, ss.

had maths remedial and i must say that ms arul is a freaking minah kuda face!
i cant stand her shouting but overall her lesson was okay.

slack with rahmat, fandi and nadrock.
again, another joke for the day was matin.
who was being moody for getting hit by someone when it was okay as it was part of the game.
furthermore, he's the goalkeeper.
i mean, what do you expect if u get hit by one of the player?
hahaha.

ohh and i thought of retaining but then i had second thought.
left with less than a month, and i'm (insert word here).

Labels: inside joke.

alright.
i think i have a problem/disease.
i don't know why i completely shut my brain and can't think fully for my future.
my results sucks, sucks to the max that i don't even think ite would even wanna accept me.

i have this two-minute mcm phm mind.
early this year, i planned of studying real hard.
oh yeah, look, my results prove me wrong.
damn.

i even planned of not getting any late yellow slip because i don't want to attend dc.
but today, i woke up at 7am.
i do still got enough time but i need to rush.
so instead of rushing, i took my very own sweet time bathing and make myself a bread spread with nutella.
good thing i ain't alone.
nash was at home too when i text him and we decided to go to school together.

i find today very funny during ccd lesson.
mr jay speak like an Ah Beng.
he got very frustrated about the chaos and the changes in the classroom/school environment.
he got mad and wanted us to be silence, but instead, he went "can u f***ing shut up or not?"
okay, of course the bad word did not really come out from his mouth but he lip say.

today was my O level mt oral.
i suck big time, always.
i was the first person and was supposed to be quarantine till 3pm.
but instead, right after i'm done, i went to the exit and got out from school.
i forgotten! serious sumpah.
i wanna retake everything that got to do with malay.
i even make mistakes during the O level mt written paper.
urgh.

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