im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

i pass my social studies, alhamdulillah. during ccd period, i was still thinking of whether should i attend malay dance. i look at the clock, asking myself am i tired of not. i told yanaa i'm not gg and will be gg back home with her. but then, down the staircase, i ha a second thought and went to malay dance instead.

great thing i go! because papa and cikgu was breaking up us into different events. there will be 10th year anni at RP on 20 July and different types of performance: Kuda Kepang, Thai Kerowong, Tampi and SYF 09 at Suntec City on 23 July. each of us get to choose which type we wanna dance for the suntec and i chose Tampi because that's what still fresh in my mind. all of us are selected to perform for 10th year anni and the dance item is "Geylang Serai"! shiokk yknow the dance steps! very mentel girls and very lively old days. however, few minutes before we were released, i change my mind and told cikgu that i dont want to perform for Suntec. dance practice will be clashed with remedials during june holidays and i dont want to busy myself. i'm happy with my decision because atleast i get to dance for 10th year which i really want to(:

i know it's been sucha long time i update this blog. now exams are over, i am so relief! but to be honest, i didn't really studied. it's either i studied last minute or i did not studied at all.

i got my chemistry and malay paper today. chem got 14/50. okay i know it's bad but at least it's two-digit siaa. malay paper was urgh. my letter writing was only 11 out of 20. i thought i did really good on it but it turns out bad. overall, my score was 60/100. it B4 and that's bad. O level is on 1st June! im left with freaking 1 week and i haven't even pay for O level. i wanna aim at least A2 and i won't take malay paper anymore. but if it's B3 or less, i wanna retake it.

for the whole week from monday till friday next week, the whole period from morning till before recess will be studying malay. this is to help us practiced ourselves. luckily we got an air conditioner room.

anyway, today had english oral. it was easy but i don't have the confidence in talking. my picture was lame, and i actually talk different about what the event is given. i like the conversation part because it was about shopping and i kept smiling when i was talking.

the bad part about today was that i had to attend detention class. like wth??! i've NEVER been late this year and i've NEVER receive any yellow slips. thanks mr jay lim who put my name and asked me to attend dc. i spent my one and a half hour of dc doing malay homework.

i went to popular just now at cwp and there was some sort of burning happened? all shops were closed an i was blur at that point of time. i saw civil defence coming but im not sure what's totally happened. but at around 8pm, shops opened as usual.

i heard that malay dance practice will resume next monday for all levels. we must be prepared for 10th year anniversary performance. i miss dancing and i miss the atmosphere of the spectrum. ohh and will be helping papa backstage makeup with his sriwana kids again on 18&19july at Victoria theater.(:

my long break was spent fully in a good way(:

Friday, 1 May 09






as it was labour day, i do not need to come to school. anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QHAIRAH! she's two days elder and loved by me.
my two sisters were bored at home. after we had our breakfast, we planned to go to ISTANA as the president is having an open house! how cool? it was huge i must tell you! the pathway to go to the ISTANA is like having a road run in bishan park. there were some band performance and a bangra dance. we were only allowed to go in the first floor of the ISTANA only. i counted every chandeliers that is found in each and every room. there were 18 chandeliers in the first floor! took some photo and had dinner after that.

Saturday, 2 May 09














bella, kak dhidi and i went to taman warisan to help papa with his sriwana dancers. they were the 100% cilik dancers. they were extremely cute and we even get to find out some of their characters. yang maner matrep junior, yang maner mulut becok, yang mane banyak matair. haha, this is what kids are nowadays. it was a nice experience helping them out and how to work things fast at the backstage. thanks papa for the money(: had dinner at civic macdonalds.

Sunday, 3 May 09














of course this is special date one for me! it's my birthday! i wasn't really expecting much this year because to me, i don't even feel it. but whatever it is, i really love it. mum picked me up from religion class and i changed my clothes in the car while she's driving. haha! we planned to go to vivo and had lunch at this thai restaurant. the food is really yummy! walked around and my sister found a river island shop. i found this very nice shoe and did not even hesitate to look around for a perfect birthday present. im very happy and thanks a lot mum! we got home at 730pm. another great part on my birthday was a surprise cake from friends! atikah msged me earlier and told me that she really need her shirt back. she will took it once i arrived home. while waiting, she also did asked me to bring some tissues down as her friend is having flu. i met her under my block and asked where is her friend. she was smiling until i heard a happy birthday song coming to my way with a birthday cake. how sweet! i love them! i really do! i did not expect anything and was really surprised cause i did not even suspect anything. anything from them would never fail to even have a bday bash. everybody got covered with flour and even eggs. thanks a lot to the people : amira, atikah, siddiq, syohir, sharul, rahmat and darwin.

also thanks to those who wished me through phone calls or even msgs from 0000 :
yana, yas, zahirah&aidil, bella, kak dhidi, asri, atikah, rahmat, amira, shida, qhairah, nadrock, siddiq, aideel, papi, fandi, hidayah and ahmeera.
and also thanks to those who comment in fb and tag on my blog.

(: