im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

It's been quite a long time after I spent time with Yanaa. I'm effing bored when I woke up in the morning. Without bathing, I played computer to kill boredom. Still, not working. I want new clothes cause I need to for my Sarawak trip. Though last Saturday I did shop with Amira for clothes but they're not enough for me. Called up Atikah, she's out with family. Called up Filiana, and she agree.
As I say, I need new clothes. Even after I'm done with cosmetics, I'm still searching for what to wear. Gawddd, padahal banyak tshirts. That's what sis always tells me. Till someone knock on my room door, I'm shocked it was Yanaa. Complain to her of what to wear. I randomly picked a tanktop and my cardigan. Okay, we both out from the house at 1610.

Bugis was raining as we arrived. I've actually planned of what to buy but yet we both round the whole Bugis street passing by each shop like for almost 3-4 times. Most likely, window shopping. But atleast, I did got myself some clothes. Puas hati Nad?
We're getting tired. Went to Cold storage as I planned to buy some crackers, chocolates and drinks. Bought those stuffs and end up at Esplanade. Find a place to sit and eat those foods. Unfortunately, we actually finished up the chocolates first before we even reached Esplanade. I'm hungry at that time I tell you. As usual, gossips is the most thing we did. With the view of Singapore Flyer, both of us started daydreaming. And wait till it was 2100, we make our move and went home.

Tuesday, 27 May 2008.
The first day of camp. Leaving the house at 0850. Suppose to meet Bella & Iqa first but couldn't make it on time. We were separate into different groups. My group name is "Luther King". My group IC was Li Zhen. She was indeed a friendly person, serious I tell you. She ask questions and what are our expectations. We even gossip about Philoe.
Cause that part, I started it first asking Li Zhen how she can get along with Philoe. And SHE even says that Philoe really sucks during primary school. Haha, she said she hates Philoe to the core. But for now, they get to know each other better. We went to a mosque in Sembawang. Walk around and had some lectures down there. There were some free time and the muslim people actually went to do our Zuhur prayers. Me & Nanie saw Sufian was being the imam leading the guys. So, we actually just followed being the jemaah. Back to school, there were games that needed a lot of support and encouragement with the group. It was fun overall, except that the part where they always gives us a limit time, 3 or 5 minutes to get our stuffs from our bunks which is at level 3 and then go down back either assemble at hall, parade square or notice board area. That sucks for sure. Food was nice, I didn't complain much about it. Best game of all was EXCO CSI. Some killed Timothy and we had to investigate. Real investigation you know.
And our lights off was at 0045. I seriously regret of not bringing my hp cause we were allowed to bring it but not to use in front of the excos. I wanted to bring actually, but then hubby don't let me to cause it might lost -.-"

Wednesday, 28 May 2008.
We needed to assemble by 0645. Bathe before that and rush down. Had PT and it always sucks. We did a lot of pumping and ALL need to do standard one. Mr Vik gives us 2 freaking minutes to fill our 1.5 litre water bottle till the brim. And then we have 30 SECONDS to empty our bottle. We did that repeatedly 3 to 4 times. Had breakfast then activities and even lectures in library and AVA room. Evening was great! We all sit closely and were told to close our eyes and reflect what we had done and stuffs. In a sudden, the excos all throw water bombs on us. Darian and Haleem throw balloon with water which is quite big one from the second level to the parade square. It was a hell lot of fun! We bathe after that and had our dinner. It was very relax for us on second day. Because after eating, we went to AVA room and watched movie,"Pursuit of Happiness". It was really touching, almost cried actually. And our lights off was a bit earlier, 2345. I'm soo happy to get a very good longg sleep. I serious shit miss hubby that night. Thanks Muyasarah for lending me her hp to call hubby. I'm fcuking happy I tell you when I got to hear his voice!(:

Thursday, 29 May 2008.
My dream of having a good long night sleep the day before didn't came true. It was last day of camp and we woke up at 0320 and only have 10minutes to assemble. I taught it was already morning, when I saw the time was 0320, I told Nanie why are people switching on the lights. I didn't really know whats actually happening. Fcuking pissed that we need to wake up on that way way early morning time! With the panda eyes, we had PT. After a fcuking PT trained by Mr Vik, we needed to think of what to plan for events as if we are the organiser and stuffs. Pretty boring I tell you. From 0400 till 0710 in the hall. Then we had our own personal time and need to be in the canteen for breakfast by 0759. Went to our bunks and pack our bags then took a nap for a while. After breakfast, we had normal activities. A lot of slacking and then GO HOME! Me, Bella and Iqa went to the toilet and bathe. Meet hubby and went to eat chicken rice at coffee shop. I fcuking miss him!

Overall, this camp gives a lot of values in life. But I can't accept the fact that just 3 days, I already miss hubby. And next week I'll be going to Sarawak for 1 WEEK! Imagine that, far far away from homeland. Okay done, pains and cramps everywhere. Whole body actually!

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omg omg omg. LIA camp is tomorrow. Sure gonna be a stressful camp I've ever gone through! I'm done packing but just need to put in my slippers and toiletries. Meeting hubby after this and going to buy some small bottle for my toiletries. Okay, seriously this camp is making me killing myself right now! Plus, next Friday will be away to Sarawak. Again, I'm leaving family & hubby ):


PSSSST :
Fidar is fcuking good in msn games i tell ya!
1) Guinness Speedpool Challenge
2) UNO
3) Hexic
4) 7 Hand Poker
5) Tic-A-Tac Toe

He won all this game compete by me! Except that no one wins 7 hand poker and we got tied for tic-a-tac toe -.-"

I start my Saturday morning yesterday by waking up early as I needed to go for Sarawak briefing in school accompanied by mum. Okay, my roommates will be Amira Izzaty & Syasya. Same goes to our group name, Kenyah together with two other boys. And I'm selected to be the leader. Baik kaperr? Had breakfast after that and mum gave me $100 to buy things for my LIA camp & Sarawak trip. Thanks mum!

Meet Amira around 1430 and we headed to Bugis. At first both of us were confused of what to buy and we just did some little window shopping. I help Amira out on a short pants she's carving for. I bought myself a so called ali baba pants, shorts, long sleeve top and two normal shirts. We done our shopping before 1900 and that means it's STILL early for us to make our way back home to Woodlands. Since I still got some bucks, I suggest that maybe we could have fun by playing bowling at Safra. She agreed plus, it was my treat for my bestfriend(:

At Safra, we had to wait for almost half an hour. In a sudden, Aideel came giving Amira a suprised. He watched us played. We played 2games. I effing like second game cause the first shot was a strike! And moreover, I scored 93 overall for second game, extra 10 points compared to first game. So yeah, ended the game at 2100 and back home. Meet hubby at hardcourt and slack with Mus, Ayie, Amin and some others. Hubby sent me home around 2230. Okay, I had fun spending my time with Nur Amira Izzaty! Aku sayang kau oii!

This whole week was totally a busy time for me. Especially on Wednesday, 21 May 2008. Firstly in the morning after assembly, I had to meet Mr Sam Soo to get our windbreakers for Sarawak trip. Next, meet Mr Vik for LIA briefing camp. OMGGG, I don't feel like going sia. And then staright change to tshirt and rush to meet Ms Joanna Lee cause we had to marshal the sec 2 classes at fort canning. We had two trip going there and back to school. After the first trip, we had our lunch and get to know there will be class photo taking. We are not allowed to take the pict in our tshirt, so we just put on over our uniform. Yucks, confirm ugly sia. Then had to rush and take the bus with some sec 2 classes again back to fort canning. Otw back to school after ending this lame shit marshal thingy, it was so packed in the bus with students and there is no extra sits for us. We sit on the floor in the bus in one straight row. Shafika lay on Qhairah, Atikah lay on Shafika, Amira lay on Atikah and I lay on Amira(: Right after school, hubby came to school in house attire. We got our report cards, and my grades were very very bad and low. After a tired and long day at fort canning, I feel like going home but I had malay dance practice. The dance step is more into character and it really made my legs cramp!

The following day. Thursday, 22 May 2008. We had interclass game. First game: 3Dynamic VS 3Respect. We started smoothly and Amira gave the first scored. Unfortunately, 3Respect won by the score of 3:4 . We didn't rest and actually continued playing the second game: 3Dynamic VS 3Enterprise. And YEAH, we won! There was 3 tries for each class. So we wanted to take a rest before ending our last game but this cb said we had to play now. And like we didn't even took a rest after playing two game. Fcuk sia. 3 games in a row. So yeah, 3Aspire. Very strong, very good. Half-game, we still had scored just 2 and they are like 6 or 7. So Aini told us that we know we really gonna lose badly and suggest that we played roughly. We need to hit them if we can. Yeah, we agreed! And so my first shot was that I get to hit this one girl stomach near the below part. Then I found this little small thing on the floor. I pick it up and then I throw to one girl who actually said vulgarities to Amira but she didn't notice I did that. Haha, evil me. Amira & I took off our shoes and bought drink in the canteen accompanied by Aini. Saw hubby and asked him if I could take a bath. Hubby let and borrowed me his towel & soap. I asked Amira to bathe too using Aideel's towel. So yeah, we both shower and so does the rest. We had our lunch and they all start gossiping. Syasya text me and need some help in the toilet. Okay we had Evg's Got Talent on that day. Congrats hubby's group,"Maripozzar" for winning champion! And Syasya, congrats for winning the Best Dancer category. And congrats to others too. Okay, again more cramps added.

And yes today, Road Run. Cool or what? How the hell am I gonna run with my legs cramps since the past two days? My partner was Yanaa. We jogged in the fist few path and then started slowing down and then WALK. We took our very own sweet time that even the SEC 1 boys are in front of us. I was walking until we saw Mr Taufiq pushing Ms Joanna Lee on idk whats the word urhh. Together walking with Ms Loola and Mrs Harris. I told Ms Joanna to run and she scolded us back. Then Mrs Harris," Nadhirah, come here. I wanna talk to you." I was like, huh? Thinking of what she gonna say. "You vandalise your table uh. I saw your name and SOMEBODY's name uh." with a wide million dollar smile she gave me. "What sey cher.. That one Aini write! Serious!" Then i run away from teacher telling Filiana to keep up. But it is true, Aini is the one who wrote my name & SOMEBODY name on the table. So far, I always write that SOMEBODY name small size where people don't really recognised it. Okay continued walking all the way till the last path where we started running, I sprint all the way till the finishing line. And I'm position 61th :D Again, Green House Champion! We went to Junction 8 and get change in the toilet. Had out lunch at Mcdonalds. Supposed to meet hubby but then cancelled. I went home straight as I was told to. Landing on the bed until 1900. Woke up, bathe, eat, watch tv till now. Hubby called few minutes just now. Only God knows how much I miss him because of two reasons. First, he didn't meet me. Second, for hours until just now, thennn he called me.

So tomorrow, parents have to come down to school with me for Sarawak briefing camp. I hafta wake early in the morning. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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The F&N students today had a little outdoor activity. It was at the Fort Canning. The place name is "at-sunrice". It's a high standard cook place where people graduated, paying over 100 bucks to take the course. We needed to reach school at 0715 and sadly, I didn't go to school with hubby.

We're all being served with a cup of Ice Lemongrass Tea specially homemade by the chefs there. Unfortunately, it made my throat to vomit out blood. Tak sedap oii! Since the chefs was not there, we were like cursing them and so had this little fear factor by finishing up the drink. Ewww. Before our hands touch on the ingredients, we had a little walk in the park. We learn about different types of plants and where they came from etc. We had two chefs, Chef Macdonalds & Chef Bijay. Yes, the chef's name is MACDONALDS, and I bet Chef Bijay is adik beradik Mr Vijay :D

Our first dish was French Apple Tart thought by Chef Bijay. We had fun playing with the dough. Skip, second dish was Herb Roasted Chicken with basil Mashed potatoes thought by Chef Mac. And that is what we had for our lunch at around 1330. Yummy absolutely! Move on to White Studio. That's where we learn how to do some food art. Cut an apple into a leave shape, peeling a tomato into a rose and a sweet flower kind of look from a chili. Cool or what huh?

Happily went back to school because from morning till evening was a very tiring day for us. Most people sleep in the bus while going back to school. We really enjoy ourselves. Though I've eaten food that totally buncit my perut, I still had my Bandito student meal at KFC with hubby :D And frankly speaking, I really miss hubby through the holidays as in was kinda hard to contact him.

to YANAA: You got to have patience, it's a test from god.

I hate it, totally. I really can't accept people or any human beings talk "bad" about my boyfriend. Serious shit that would make me pissed off. Thanks ehh Mdm Haslina. Yes, shE is the one who somehow look down on my boyfriend. I was walking with Amira to the hall which somehow Mdm Haslina was beside me.

Mdm Haslina: Your maths has quite drop a lil bit huh.
Me: Err, ya..(just smiling)

Mdm Haslina: Isit because you in depression?
Me: Huh?(acting blur)

Mdm Haslina: Depression about someone? I saw you in the morning with someone. Are you sure you choosing the right companion?
Me: Huhhh.. Err,..(kept on smiling)

Seeeee. I hate it when she said "Are you SURE you choosing the RIGHT companion?" I mean like omg? So what if he's a bad boy? What do you mean if I'm sure or not? Even my mother never even asked me if I'm sure I've chosen the right guy or what. And trying to say if he's right for me, YES he is. Because with him, I don't go home late at night. Because with him, I STILL study okay. Even he teaches me Social Studies. Why do you look down on people like him? You should not judge a book by it's cover you know.

Move onnnnn. Went out with Amira, Atikah & Nabilah to cwp. Randomly looking out for stuffs. We bought bubble tea and slack at level 3. Took a lot of pictures for fun. We had fun but sadly I can't upload the pictures. Since Monday is going to be a Vesak Day, I think I wanna shop with gfs buying clothes for Sarawak.

Okay now I'm pissed, fcuk you!

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It's my one month anniversary with hubby. Both of us don't even feel as if we've gone through one month together. We had a simple "celebration" by having lunch at KFC :D For Ayie&Atikah, celebrating their 4months anniversary, they went to airport to watch aeroplanes and sunset. && for Amira&Aideel, celebrating their 1 year anniversary, they gonna watch What happens in Vegas. Kite dah tgk dulu lahh. Haha, plus Amira! I envy you got an ESACADA perfume one set & hair straighter!

Ohh yes. Someone's birthday is tomorrow. And I'll announce here too. Aku nie mcm takder kejer lain ehh :D IT'S NUR FILIANA BTE MAZLAN, MRS ABDULLAH! Just so you know Yanaa, get ready yer untuk besok.

I really hate MYE. It sucks to the core you know. I can predict that I'll only pass my English & Malay. I hope so. Cause my paper 2 for English is a just passed, I scored 40 out of 80 and I'm really happy for my Malay paper 2 because I scored the highest in class though the marks was just 51 out of 70. For chemistry, i scored 11.5 out of 50 and 23 out of 50 for physics. && F&N, jangan harap. I scored 25 out of 80 and yet Ms Lee said that our project none pass. Cool or whatt? Whatever and it's too late to drop the subject anyway -.-"

I had a hard time sleeping last night. I was listening to radio in my hp until I fallen asleep. And weird thing is that songs from the radio went into my dreams. Haha, merepek kan? I called up hubby around 0930 after I bathe and he actually reject my calls for like twice. I don't know what's up with him till I called his house. Rupe-rupe nyer mengigau ini jantan -.-"

I didn't check on the time till I found out it almost 1030. I'm supposed to make my IC and since it's Saturday, it'll be closing at 1230! However, we still managed to be there on time. Okay, muke ku belo because the aunty was so consider quite rude. Whatever. After settling everything, we had our lunch at Beach Road. Hubby had his favourite wan tan noodle while I had my chicken rice(:

We headed to Woodlands straight. While in the mrt, we watched American Pie in his psp. Haha, very funny movie :D We went to Mini Toons and bought sweets. Slack at carpark 6. We were very bored till hubby asked me if I wanna watch movie at the cinema. So yeah, we caught the "What happens in Vegas". It was a very romantic&funny show. Hubby sent me home after movie ended and left to East Coast(;

Mummy is seriously loved by me! Thanks alot for the new hp! Mummy bought for me Sony Ericsson K660i for my birthday present. So yeah people, you guys can contact me again yaww((:

Had maths paper 2 today. It was much easier than maths paper 1 yesterday. Ohh god. I really had the feeling that I'm gonna have a very bad bad result for MYE. This sucks man for real! And tomorrow is F&N and physics. Of course I'm going to fail my physics. F&N jangan cakap. Nak dapatkan dua digit pun susah oii. Even the whole class can't pass it. Whatever, i just wants to end this exam week asap!

&& yes people! I got selected for Sarawak trip!! Wohoo. And I'm really really really jealous for 3 character class. Bella&Ali, Ahmeera&Emmirul, Dianna&Hairul all three couples get to go Sarawak together!! Dah macam honeymoon oii. And I know hubby is sad cause when I happily told him about it, he didn't talk that much. Today he'll be going to JB to watch movies with his friends. Padahal bsk maseh exams. And I'll be studying at home alone!

I really had a great time on my birthday yesterday. I woke up in the morning and start cleaning up the house at 12pm. Called up and invited my cousins and friends. My aunt came and did the cooking. Both of my parents had left for work. Only the 3 angels in the house help to clean and arrange stuffs for my party.

My friends came at around 530+pm. And i haven't even ready yet. Mum came back and bought cake. After i got changed, hubby called and said he's under my block. Met him and he said he don't want to go to the party cause his pakaian like matrep. I begged many times and he made up his mind to go. Waited for my cousins to come and then we started the party. Before cutting the cakes etc, we did a lil camwhoring. I took a picture alone at first. Then mum said,"Anybody wants to have a request to take picture with Nad?" My friends were all paisey and just kept quite. Then suddenly, hubby volunteered himself to take picture with me. Aww, that was so sweet of you! I felt really touch(:

I should thanks my cousin, Shida because she said the guys stands on the left and girls on the right. So this would be the opportunity of hubby being beside me. Sarah record while others sang for me. Even the people under my block heard, shouted Happy Birthday. Okay, thanks whoever the unknown kid is. I was quite blur and felt that I haven't been blowing candles for years. I made a wish and straight away wanted to cut the cake until I realised that I haven't even blow the candles. Haha, silly me.

Party go on and Nash and my cousins came, so does Ayie who came late but its okay. Hubby karaoke, duet with my sister, Syira. Mum took a picture of both of them(jealous i tauu). Mum says that hubby is handsome. LOL, she don't even know that he is my boyfriend! Shida, Nash, Siddiq, hubby and me went downstairs cause some of them wanna smoke. I was taking picture with hubby until Syira and my cousin, Nisa were staring at us :D We went up back and watched "Cuci-Cuci Services". Then, i found out that my room was locked from the inside, and we can't open from the outside(try understand what i mean yer). My house started to chaos. My sister, Sarah is the most kecohrable among us. Macam ader scene pat rumah untuk ditontoni oii. My Uncle Rizal bring in long long rope and tie it to a window on my study room and to the window on my parents room. Somehow he managed to went out of the window and slowly get to my room that is locked. It's hard for me to explained here you know -.-"

MY THANKS TO THIS GREAT PEOPLE:

THANKS MUMMY FOR THIS WONDERFUL PARTY
THANKS CHAKYLA FOR SHOUTING ON THE PHONE JUST TO WISH ME
THANKS KHAIRI FOR WHISPERING ON THE PHONE(BCOS HE IS IN THE LIBRARY) TO WISH ME
THANKS BELLA FOR WISHING ME ON THE PHONE
THANKS SIDDIQ FOR THE BEAR
THANKS NABILAH, QHAIRAH, ATIKAH, SHAFIKA, FILIANA, AMIRA & OTHERS FOR HELPING OUT WITH THE SHARED PRESENT & CARD(VERY TOUCHING OI!)
THANKS HUBBY, AYIE, AMIRA, AIDEEL, ATIKAH, NABILAH, QHAIRAH, SIDDIQ, SHAFIKA, NASH, AUNT BEDUT&FAMILY, AUNT COMEL&FAMILY, UNCLE RIZAL&FAMILY AND COUSIN SU&FAMILY FOR COMING!




























*other pictures are in Atikah Princess Hp(:

Labels: thanks a lot to every great human who came(:

Firstly of course, I would like to say HAPPY SWEET FIFTEEN BITHDAY TO QHAIRAH QHALIESAH! She's my very best girlfriend! We been knowing each other since the very first day of sec one and I really tresure my friendship with her. The one who always there for me, the one who will be helping me in all kinds of ways including in cheating during the exams :D Just so you know, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH QHAIRAH! Takecare and All the best for your MYE.

Since today is Labour day which is a holiday, I went out with hubby to Bugis. I made a lot of complaining today in the mrt. I kept on irrited hubby telling him that I need a drink. And he kept on giving me same answer, "Patience." First thing we did was searching for a bubble tea. I want chocolate ice blended, but hubby ordered strawberry shake instead. The stall is so not a good service because the drink is not so cold enough(even hubby says so). See how much i complained?

We walk around Bugis Street, searching for Qhairah's and Filiana's birthday present. And we did got one for each of them(: I bought myself a Jeanne Arthes perfume. Hubby chose for me and told me to used it so he'll know how i smell like. We made our way to LJS and had our lunch. There is this one group and one of the guy actually FART loudly! OMG. People were opening their eyes big and stare at the guy, some were laughing out their arse. Cool or what huh? :D

We had no freaking idea of where to go. Then hubby got an idea. We watched a movie instead. We caught the movie, Iron Man. After buying tickets, we still got 1hr more before movie starts. Just had a little window shopping. Iron Man wasn't so bad. I rate it 4/5. Show finishes at 2130. We headed home straight after that.

I really love my hubby as days past. It been such a great thing to be with him(: And it was good to see that he did not smoke at all while he's been with me today.(that's because he don't even have a cig!) Haha.

ps: Dear friends and family/cousins, please DO NOT contact me for the time being as my phone is spoiled due to the sabo i had last Wednesday. My phone can't be switch on at all. That sucks you know. I'll update soon when I have a new phone orites. Takecare everyone!

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