im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

Today will be marked as my one year post.
I started on this blog on the 30th Oct 2007.
Plus, today is also known as Last Day of Ramadhan.
I'm not sure of myself, but I tried not to eat and drink at all till buka time.

Okay, I got my hair done!
I love it, but not extremely loving it because it wasn't that straight.
It got a bit of curvy.
I DO miss my perm hair especially the hot curls but I got a new hairstyle now.
It's straight and I got fringe!
Haha :D

I can't wait for tmr but I'm extremely scared to ask forgiveness from my parents.
I'm sure gonna cry even if it is not yet my turn.
My house just need a little bit of touch up.
And I'm looking forward for nicest food from people's house and money!!!

Labels: excited.

Darn!
Social studies was erm, 50 50?
How I wished I had more time to finish my section B.
I answer 2(a) confidently with neat handwriting while my 2(b) was shit and I scribbled every single word that I wrote.
Source Based question was supposed to be the could-score-better.
But I heck care with it and just gave my opinion cause I was looking forward more onto Structured Essay question.

For past few papers that I've took.
Malay was okay but the NA papers sounds harder than the express paper.
English was disaster.
Everybody blame Miss Woon!
Hopefully I scored on my composition though it wasn't the good choice of topic that I've chosen.

I'm surely gonna flunk on my history, F&N!, chemistry.
I think I wanna study hard for physics.
Hmm, insya allah.

Raya is just around the corner!
Bought my black kurung and it was simple actually.
I WANNA PLAY BUNGA API!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: somehow your face just sucks.

It totally sucks when you wanna study, and someone just discourage you and tell you to fail.
It totally hurts when the person who said it was your own blood.

Anyway, went to library today.
Didn't expect to met few other down there.
I was having hard time to revise and memorise my social studies.
After that had our "buka" at Mac.
I'm a girl so I don't feel malu, Nash has a chinese-looking face while Ariff?
Okay he's a thick skin.
We actually break our fast earlier than other Muslims who were around us.
HAHA.

I was quite shocked that my second sister, Sarah, who had been studying in Marsiling Secondary School for 5 years(which is her last year this year), had NEVER skipped lesson!
IM being the LAST child and I did skipped lesson, so does my eldest sister.
Fankly speaking, second sister is a bit studious.
While Syira and I is quite rebellious sometimes :D

Okay, so far I could only memorise Sri Lanka.
Four other chapters are left behind. Pfft.
I'd just hang the lights outside my house and watch F1.
I'm tired and should be sleeping and I want that thing badly tmr!

Labels: Shrek's wife.

Another post for today.
I want you guys to meet my dear friend, Ariff.
He's straight actually but somehow turned to be a girl-girl when it comes to night.
He wants to be a model so hopefully you guys love his photoshot.
And his shot reminds me of Voguelicious.
Anw, there's a video of him being mentel skejap.
But make sure you guys tilt your head.


He is just too excited for the first shot(blur).

The only shot that he doesn't look like a girl, but samseng.


Any model agency wants him? He got longgg legs.




Just too excited to feel his nipples(blur).


Feeling-feeling sendiri.


Oh model agency, he got nice body too.


Honestly, his ass don't really has much babat and it's more to tulanggg!


Lastly, enjoy the video.

Labels: hannah. lol.

Oh yes, tomorrow is 25th, I'm having my malay O level language paper!
Hopefully the express paper won't be soo hard especially prosedur kloz.
I had a hard time thinking of words to fill in the blank.
Insya allah, I'll do well. Amin.

Anyway, school isn't such a bore though exams are around.
I wonder why bitches come around each time during the holy month?
It's damn pathetic that the low-profile trying to be like minah reps?
Or they already am one?
Calling each other minah reps with such a "coool" attitude.
Urggh, embarassing much.
I sounded soo bad. Got influence by Jason's blog maybe?

Back to school-isn't-such-a-bore part.
Nur Aini has been crazy lately.
Dare to make fun even during maths lesson?
Amira, Aini & I will soon be busy after the 9th where exams are over.
Yeah we gotta project to deal with.
The big plan thing started from Aini actually.
Amira & I are very excited about this!
This is just for fun but we'll get a total of satisfaction when it's done!

Labels: female dogs.

I'm currently at qhairah's house.
Amira, Ika and Shafika also join to break our fast at qhairah's house.
Her mum ordered KFC and her grandma cooks lontong.
Was quite full and it was our first time have a bite of kurma :D
We did our prayers too, and qhairah kept on laughing due to _.

I'm not doing my homework.
I'm not revising my work.
I'm not in the mood for raya.
I stll haven't bought black kurung for family colour.
I've got a lot of problems.
I've been thinking too much lately.
Exams are just in 3 days.
I'm still not prepared.
Hopefully I will do well.

Labels: lifelines.

My running nose been bothering me since last SUNDAY.
Everytime in class, I will blow my nose.
Thanks to stupid bitch for being my tissue sponsor :D
It's irritating that I need to blow it quietly -.-
And I will always swallow my greeeeeeen phlegm if I'm in class.
If not, I spit it away.
Urgh, disgusting. I know.

Btw, today I buka Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis.
Mum told my sister, Syira, to cook for us while she is otw back home.
My sister was lazy and planned to buy from a coffeeshop and brought home to serve.
Soon as my mum came back home, the 3 siblings sat down and eat it as if my sister cooked it.
But then ...

Mum: Nie mcm nasi beli je..
Syira: Eh takde lah. Org yang masak.
Mum: Takkan ader sayur-sayur nie smuer?
Syira: Masak, mesti lah letak sayur.

Sarah and I just can't take it.
We giggle and Syira still argue with mum.

Mum: Kau jgn nak bedek lah. Rase smuer mcm beli pt kedai.

Sarah and I burst to laughter. Cannot tahan siaa.

Syira: Alamak, korang nie takleh ajak rompak bank ah klu gini.

Damn funny. My sister plan failed.
HAHAHA.

Okay, anw, Happy 14th Birthday To Affie.
Sorry for not attending.

Two weeks more to Hari Raya!
I seriously can't wait though exams are around the corner.
On Saturday, went to Geylang with family.
At last, gotta feel the atmosphere(:
Saw BELLA!, Iskandar, Myraquella, Rin, Muyasarah, Ain express and many more lah!
We were supposed to go johor actually, but end up gg there during midnight to isi minyak and sahur too.
We are just window-shopping, but then there is this brown baju kebaya full of manik-manik caught the attention of my eyes!
I told my mum and she just told me to try(atleast dpt feeling-feeling sikit urh).
Mum told me to just bought the top cause I can use my old kain.
Full set was $110. They can only gave the top for $80.
Mum asked the top for $50. And they say they can reduced it to $60.
Then asked for full set with discount. They said they can give for $95.
But then my mum bargain somemore till $80. They disagree, but we gave excuses and yeah atlast!
Bought full set for $80! See the difference from the starting.
They said they could give only the top for $80, but ended buying the whole set for $80!(big smile)

Okay skip.
I'm left with few days to buck up on my studies.
I really need to atleast pass three subjects to go up to sec 4!
I wonder why it's soo hard for me );
Most touching words was from Sufian.
He said, "Tkmo retain ahh. Kite blaja samer-samer. Naik samer-samer uhh."
It seem that most evgians can't study well with ms lxt.
Most people compalin about her shouting and yelling.
I'm sorry but I really gave up on chemistry.
I've never understand science since I was 9.
So does F&N. All of us wonder how the last few badges could score distinction for it.
Combined humans, I've tried. Just wish me the best for eoy.

By tomorrow, I could be losing someone whom I'm really close to.
But with god's willing, I'm sure this person won't go.
Please.
I will be responsible for the sin I've created in this holy month.
Oh please forgive me.
And plus there is someone who is responsible for this sin too.
Someone close to me before..

Labels: spoilt.

I got ready for school at 6.30am.
How early is that?
So while waiting for the time to reach 7am, I lay on the couch while watching Animal Planet.
And yeah, due to my panda eyes, I accidentally overslept till 7.15am!
Luckily Izzaty called, or i might be waking up later.
I was just 2-3 minutes late after the school bell. DAMN!
Head up the canteen, and I wrote at the yellow slip 7.25am.
Then this exco changed it to 7.30am -.-"
And I attend dentention class alone.
Only 3 people for dc. Waste of time.
But luckily i borrowed a comic from the library and enjoyed reading during dc class.

Btw, first lesson was a doubled physics lesson.
Oh great, stupid bitch(Celeste) sat beside me.
We kept on calling each other stupid bitch before we even start our conversation.
Overall, I did enjoyed my physics lesson today(:

Labels: dc.

it's already 0410 and i've not been sleeping since just now.
i hate whatever that is happening now!
i don't know what's your intention.
i don't know what you really want from me.
i hate being cheated and now you keep on telling me the same thing.
fcuk all your concern!
what's worth having you around?
i had enough!
family problems, with you adding to it!

Labels: liar.

Taurus: While the image of the Bull often leads one to think "bull-headed" there is a slight misconception about what being bull-headed actually means. Bulls are slow to anger, but get briefly furious when pushed before things resume an even keel. So if you're easily rattled by what seems like left-field outbursts, you may find the Bull difficult to deal with. That said, it does take a lot to wrangle the magnetic Taurean, a feminine sign who prefers to be courted, whether male or female. Not one to be fueled by fantasy, sensual, non-verbal communication works best on the Bull, so if talking dirty is a requirement in your repartee, look elsewhere. However, Taurus tends toward long-lasting relationships and make hearty, sensual lovers who are naturally inclined to seek the satisfaction of a job well done. Those who have taken issue with a fickle Aquarius or flighty Sagittarius for example, may do well to find themselves a Bull.
Best matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces
Worst matches: Leo, Aquarius
Opposite: Scorpio

*Highlighted words are so true!*

Been fasting lately though influence are around.
I had also been praying terawih under my block and kinda proud that I go alone though there is no one to accompany me.[dah start nak jadi good girl gitu lah kononnyer :D]

Thank god it's the holy month, that's why I can be so patience.
I won't take revenge on such things cause I'm sure one day you gonna feel the pain back after what you did to me.
I know the truth now, and I won't make this a repeat for me, ever.

There is this cat who been laying outside my house.
I wonder each time of ramadhan, cats will be around my house.
And this cat just came into my house, hiding under my sofa.
I bet this cat must be shivering sitting outside as the weather is cold right now.

Cute right? This cat closes its eyes bcos before that, i took it with flash.