im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

well, it sucked that i have to work today. thanks to Sundari Sundal. i got plans i wanted to have fun but all canceled. im sorry ucuk. it's our 2monthsary and i got to work. whaddahell -.-

let me talk about ytd first. i went to sch in the morning fr dance practice. i couldnt dance Nona Singapura cause formation already been done. So im only dancing Geylang Serai fr 10th year. it's gonna be at rp on 4th Feb! how exciting, but i gonna be busy fr jan. i'll make sure im busy only till 10th year and gotta concentrate on O's then.

so eventually today met ucuk since i start work at 530pm. pass farah tonggek my prom dress since she wants to borrow. we walk around cwp and went to eat at mac. talk about future. im upset obviously. you know, i know. work was okay. but we finished later than timing we supposed to. tmr countdown. aini so wanna celebrate esp watching fireworks. to make her wish come true, we gg town area. so that's it. im wearing simple, too lazy to dress up. maybe wearing slippers? slack habes. okay bye people. goodnight.

and i know youre sad but you dont show. godddddddd. is this reality?

Helloooooooooooooooooooooo!~
this is shayiful eusoff! haha.
i wanna wish my dear girlfriend a happy 2 monthsarry.
wooo!~ eventhough she gotta work on this day.
i dont mind. tkmu sedih sedih yer nadbuncncncncncccc!~
later work makesure must have mood.
serve with a smile on your face.
cheh cheh. sayer kan budak retail. haha.
so yeah. i love you baby!
and come on!  
everyday is special when im with you.
ouhkay lah. byeee.

work was okay today. since Fuvan did closing, we get to go home early.
ucuk came down to buy shirt. dier pakai specs. cute. i get so miang. whoops!
i met aini during break and we slack at carpark. just a short chitchat.
the moment i step in home, gurmit says, "sezairi!"
just so you people know, i, never, ever, watch Singapore Idol 09.
but i got to comment its been all male and malay.
confirm this case will be the talk of the town.


i want this hair length can? but im not getting curls lah.
though i miss my perm, alottt.

i sat at home all alone watching Keeping Up with the Kadarshians marathon.
i was soo hungry, i could feel pain in my stomach. i bought myself maggi and cook at home.
i think something went wrong with my diet. i've lost 4kg within a month which i'm 46kg now.
im happy with the number i see on scale but i dislike the skinny bones i can see myself when im naked.(lol?)


work was way soo much better today. because of the people. there were more workers, gerek ones i must say.
i already bought christmas gift but then Sundari says new year. cair seyyy my ferrero rocher!
im working on new year. yes! but im not working tmr, fr christmas ):
we finish late and i went back with Munirah. since we lived near.
now im nyemonyehmonyehnyemonyeh with ucuk. *cina cina cina rep*

i was late for work today. i got no house key to open the gate.
luckily my neighbour, pei qi help me took the keys on my secret place.
sales had started and front zone gives me headache!
people kept coming in and out. customers make a mess on my table.
they ruin every item on it. from 2pm-6pm i did front table.
luckily after that i get to swap doing sale item.
sale item wasnt bad but was very squeezy..
big boss came down, lucky i didnt get scolded or whatever.
ucuk came thought of picking me up, but sadly my time was extended to 8pm.
im really sorry ):
but then i was released at 830pm. i went to toilet straight and cried.
because im really tired and stressful doing the front zone.
before i leave, i did the front zone too.
i came back to cotton on and waited fr munirah.
she was hungry too so both of us went to ljs.
we talked, even gossiped abt someone we both knew.
i didnt go home straight cause home gonna be disaster with aleeya's cries.
i went to yanaa crib instead. which im at now.
going home later. okay bye.

meet ucuk today. he accompanied me to school.
i've sent application form and saw aini & yanaa!
help aini figure out to do her never ending shit thing :D
bought bubble tea with ucuk and slack at gurame.
went to yanaa crib at 6pm just to talk to aini about something i kept from her.
ingat aini, suami orang! -.-

so i just came back from ang mo kio macdonalds.
mum thought of driving thru but we sat there eating instead.
how i wish i get to go there again! not because of the playground.
because of the surroundings. its very relaxing.
mum says i got many letter frm the letterbox.
im excited to know what they are. check2, cpf letter -.-
i just hate holidays. with aleeya around at home, waking me up in the morning = irritating!
im excited school starting again but im not prepared fr the change.
i wonder what future gonna be like but i just hope i can concentrate in studies more next year.
no more quitting classes, sleeping in class, or even gossip/sing cause theres no more yanaa or aini.
i cant even see bella outside class! im gonna miss her!
ohh, and no more dancing ):

im half recovered from cold. i hate it when im sick.
because i will start feeling weak.
soon after that, mum will get to know.
and when mum get to know, she ask me to eat medicine.
when i need to eat medicine, it means capsules!
I CANT SWALLOW PILLS LAH MOTHER!

whatever.
with the last minute of my mum's knowledge, i called her telling im working today.
she's still worried and asked me to eat medicine first.
just so you know, there are 4 different pills i need to eat.
i rejected 3, i only took 1.5. one of the pill was being mince.
im kental right? i know.

siddiq and sufian passby while im working.
complain to siddiq as much as i could.
ucuk promised to pick me up frm work.
but he was lateee. but there is a good reason why he was late.
he came up with this...................
how sweet right the Eusoff family?
thanks alot! :)

i woke up late feeling super dizzy.
i left house at 230pm when that's supposed to be the timing the results would be release.
the moment i went in to the hall, qhairah told me that everyone passed english and maths.
im very surprised and happy especially when i got to know 98.5% got promoted except four people.
jay lim called my name and said i need to improve.
i scored 16 points and im shocked that i pass science(just passed btw).
mum told me to go sec 5, that means i must study chemistry -.-"

i feel so damn weak. i slept on the carpet last night with no pillows (sad case).
i woke up at six in the morning and went to sleep with mum in her room.
by 11 am, im awake. ate nutella and watch tv.
took a nap at 4 pm, and get ready for work at 430pm.
im so dumb today. i went out from house at 530pm cause i thought i start at 6pm when it's actually 630pm.
went back home, watch tv and out.
work was another shit thing. Sunairi, you Sundal.
she shouted at me fr scribbing the roster. yeah my fault. too bad i couldnt find correction tape.
im not feeling good as i had a slight fever and sore throat. i kept quite fr few seconds.
"nad. tak tahu nak buat greeting per?"
serious shit i dont feel good man! but overall it was okay.
yes, i know it's my fault. but why couldnt you talk in a polite way?
no wonder my sister doesnt feel good shopping at your store getting your service.
hope for a better day working with you next time.

oh! i just realised something sweet about picture of me and ucuk aboveee on my blog there.
look at the sky! on the right! did you notice a heart shape?
weeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

okay results tmr and im dead.

yanaa came over my house at 5plus. we talked, and yes, sorry yanaa, tapi kau dah berisi!!
had a long talk till 7pm, we left the house as i decided to go bugis to buy a bag since i wanted one soo much!
we were about to talk about countdown but then we suddenly thought of results day.
we put it aside and thought of countdown back :D
walked around few times up and down, and bought my bag.
we also met her mum there and walked around to search fr some clothes.
yanaa bought durian since she was already hungry.
both of us share, eating inside the car while we were otw to marsiling.
reached marsiling, eat again.
we saw Aphit Capaldi! which i called him Aphit Kepale Baldi :D
i think i already spent some time with my close friend.
i already met amira and did some shopping.
i met aini and watch movie.
i met yanaa and had some catch up.
alright. that's all. goodnight.

ucukkkkkkkkk. one week man! ):

ucuk and i went to vivocity today. we had lunch at banquet. headed to rooftop by then.
it was hella hot. we took pictures, enduring the heat.
ucuk decided to watch Couple's Retreat cause he wants me to watch it. great movie!
we slacked at rooftop again, it was hella cold! i mean windy!
then ate at ljs. then slack at playground and home.
one word, awesome! ♥

i miss school and somehow find school uniform nice. hah random.
my head is not thinking about results, im not prepared to face it either.

i've wasted half of the day sleeping.
i slept at 2am yesterday and woke up at 6pm today.
im just too tired and furthermore im sick.
that explain the 16 hours of resting.
i bathe, met mum at cwp, ate at banquet and bought stuffs at cs.
im not working tmr, ucuk bringing me out. wee(:

i work at hougang today to cover my friend shift.
it was supposed to be until closing but then by 530pm i was released.
called ucuk, twice, but never picked up.
called aini and decided to meet at cwp because she wanted to watch New Moon at 9pm.
thanks fer the ticket. let me just say that, both of us went to watch twilight together last year too!
well, im not a twilight freak. i slept in the theatre during the boring part.
but i'll make sure im awake when there's Taylor Lautner!(;
we didnt bought popcorn but took free food frm timezone instead.
after movie, went to timezone to play the dance thingy. haha.
we also took newprints there. home at 1230pm.

i didnt work and decided to meet izzaty to pay back her 10 bucks and her curl tools.
the first thing i said to amira, "sialah! kau mengandung per?!"
sumpah her stomach was bulging man! she used to be the most fittest girl who go crazy to work out on her abs.
ahmeera tagged along since and we went to cotton on ssc.
then izzaty thought of gg to northpoint cotton on if she find something else there.
she did, she go crazy buying things.
we ate at mac. Nash came to slack with us together with Jibby, Alep and cinta's uncle, Awal :D
i decided to meet cinta under his block. i got sesat this time. cause i was frm sunplaza and it was dark.
ucuk dyed his hair black! wee! and thanks fer the surat cinta b.
betol2 pey surat cinta. pakai kertas dengan pen. cute.
took a bus at 11plus and home.

naddd,
seriously you dont need to feel bad about that outing.
it's a natural feeling fr me to feel heartbreak and so.
furthermore, i gave epul the permission to meet you.
we both are okay! 
spammers doesnt know anything. dont entertain them.
tc! (;

work today was fcuk up.i came late for 10mins.
it was raining heavily in woodlands that i need to bus to interchange.
im already at the escalator then Ebel called me asking what time and where i am.
before that i already text Amie saying that i'll be late.
ten mins later, Amie told me that today i got shift at hougang.
serious shit, bodoh sak Ebel. i never work at hougang before.
no one text or call me to come to work there today -.-
many people fought with each other today.
first was Jamie and a new part timer. they quarrel about wrong running up the clothes.
then it was Siddiq and Yati.
i was shocked that Siddiq, a part timer dare to fight with Yati, second in charge of the store.
but afterall, those were all misunderstanding.
shop closed, i was doing racking up at Rubi side.
thennnn look outside got mamat damn fcucking handsome sia! hot giler dah macam Radit.
cintaaaaaaaaaaa lah abehh!
ingattt jugakkk dier kat kite :D

it hurts whn u make someone ur priority and u jst an option says:
 nAD..
 i nd model for bridal, u keen..
Nadb.  ; Epule. says:
 wahh nakk!!!
 biler??
it hurts whn u make someone ur priority and u jst an option says:
 mayb Jan..
 tapi korang suka bubble2 ah..
Nadb.  ; Epule. says:
 alamak.
 i takleh confirm skg.
 sebab tak tahu jan aper plan gg on.
it hurts whn u make someone ur priority and u jst an option says:
 wkends la
Nadb.  ; Epule. says:
 ouhh.
 boleh uh!
 weekends pahh.
 tapi kena atleast confirmkan date mcm 1 week or 3 days before ker
it hurts whn u make someone ur priority and u jst an option says:
 ye la..
 sat Mornin..
Nadb.  ; Epule. says:
 can can! 
 
i chat with papa and he asked for bridal model. wahhh! sapah sia tak nak?!
but papa say confirm i bubble2 him one. plus furthermore it's jan.
so no confirmation yet. but if jadi, fuhhh! ^^