im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

I was in the kitchen and my sister, Syira in her bedroom.
This is what both of us talked from far apart.

Sis: Ibu!! Sarah tak alek! Dier ton.
Me: Sarah tak alek! Dier ton!
Sis: Gi MOS!
Me: Gi MOS!

I repeat every single thing my sis said until I ran to her bedroom and silently said, "Gi pangkeng!".
Haha. Then my sis gave me a look and told that if mum heard it, I'll be dead.
But then she herself said loudly and fastly, "Gi pangkeng!"
Both of us love talking shit about Sarah.

And then Syira got a call from her friend, Mopreggae.
Sis: B! Mop kirim salam.
I couldn't hear what my sis said as she talk too fast.
Me: Aperrr? Bob? Saper?
Sis: MOP lah!!
Me: Oh chehh. Wa'alaikumussalam.

Mum heard what both of us said earlier.
Mum: B, ko jgn macam-macam ehh. Mane tahu dier gemok ker.
My mum is very typical when it comes to guy.
Me: Tak tak bu. Muke dier tak pecah pun. Cume rambut je semacam.
Sis: HAHAHAHA! Ko kurang ajar ehh b!

What I meant by "rambut je semacam" is because this guy Mopreggae, his hair is dreadlocks.
Haha. Mum thinks I'm very mentel with Syira's friends.
Eei, tak dapat uh.
Her circle of friends are too old, some are okay, some are typical.

Okay bye!

Labels: random.

I woke up real early this morning.
It was 10am and I had breakfast and then got changed.
Cousin, Shida and I headed to our plan though it was a useless thing.
After that we went to CP meet Papi and Zaki to go karaoke.
Both of their voice are like POWER!
Papi wanted to go home and watch match till I told him that the show is at 8 and it be better to watch at the stadium as we're only two stations away.
We agreed and waited for Fit to come while Zaki went for his sepak takraw training.

Shida and Papi ride a bike to stadium while me and Fit to train there.
What a small world, Fit and Shida are actually from the same primary school:D
And Fit's gf is my primary school mate:D
We searched for a seat and got one.
I was disappointed when Lionel Lewis didn't get to save the ball.
Vietnam passing was real good during the second game and it gave pressure to the Spore players and well as me and the crowd!
First time I sound soo semangat about soccer.
There was riot going on as the Vietnam people started to leave.
Haha poor them.
I was searching for Malek and Matin but the network sucks down there.
Till I made to a point to went home with Shida taking MRT.
I didn't regret going to Kallang though Spore lose because.......
I SAW HAMIZAN!!!!
I was on the escalator till I turned around and saw a particular person.
Haha how tall he is already.
Lol Im done.
Enjoy your day people!

Labels: melts.

Another post I gonna blog about.
I'm still at my cousin house and I'll be sleeping over her house.
Good thing she has a laptop though the msn is an old version.
Just came back from Mac and bought Mega Mac Spicy Meal and double cheeseburger.
While walking back to my cousin house, I ate the french fries.
Reached her house and started to eat the double cheeseburger.
I am sure hungry and this is what I had for supper, a so called an unhealthy meal.
And most I'm being mad is the mega mac is FOOKING SPICY SIOLOLOLOLO!
I can't take spicy food lah siaa. HAHA!
My tongue are burning like hell!
At the same time having a bluging stomach.



So being at my cousin house, I felt like I'm still being taken care by my aunt.
Cause she is the one who took good care of me when I was small.
My cousin showed some newprint picts we took when we were primary school.
Haha kental na'uzubillah.
Too bad cannot upload cause there is no scanner.
We're two years different but I'm close to her rather than I'm being close to my own elder sister, Sarah, who is as the same age as my cousin.
We been spending most of our Saturdays shopping and slacking.
Okay shut, she got a whole lot story to tell me.
Ouh yeah and I'll be sleeping with a tshirt and a skinny jeans tonight.
Too lazy to change and that is what I've been wearing the whole day since 9am in the morning till now.
Which also means that I've not bathing after I get back.
HAHA I know I'm disgusting, so what?
Okay takecare people!

Labels: bond.

Currently at cousin place.
I'm soo bored nothing much to do.
Blogging due to cousin request saying my blog is so boring..
I wanna go out the outing on eve of Christmas.
I wanna have fun to the max though I will still have fun during countdown.

And dance practice on thurs was great.
The boys are doing the kuda kepang and I love their pose.
Haha stepping gagah mcm mane pehh anak melayu ntahh.
For the girls, we're done with our formation.
This is just for sec 1 orientation.
I can't wait to see the sec 1s joining us.
The more the merrier and better.
And I can't wait for _______.(WOHOO!)

I don't wanna talk about school cause it makes my mood go down.
HAHA.
And and, I've been trying to contact this particular person but cannottt.
Now I'm waiting for my pay to buy stuffs.
Urgh, sucha boring post.

Labels: excitement.

Felt so good that my neck is okay right now.
I can turn to the left like normal.
I'm currently not in the mood.
I don't feel good and I'm just mad at something.

Labels: pissed.

Okay my title is soo random.
I'm having a bad neck/shoulder pain.
I fcuking can't turn my neck to the left.
I can only look straight or turn to the right.
I went to work with my fcuking painful neck!

Skipppppped.
Ada transport mana-mana bisa dibawa jalan dongg.
It's really good to have a transport back home.
Even better when it's a B&W car you wouldn't wanna miss riding it.
And not to forget, Aini, sorry for not attending your chalet.
And hopefully you don't get it wrong.
Everything was unplanned and !@#$%^&*(.
You talked too loud on the phone and the car was in silence that they could hear your voice and the person was justtt beside me.
May everything have settled down.

ps: it wasn't his or your fault. just forget him.

Labels: something new.

I've been sitting at home today eating, watching tv and playing comp.
My boss said I don't need to work today.
Oh baik sungguh, boleh aku rehat.
But it's damn boring just rotting at home yknow.
My grandma is staying up at my house this time.
That means the house will always be filled in with food for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
But something weird about my family is that we don't like to have too many food in the house because we don't really eat alot.
My grandma has been calling my name asking to eat.
She cooked alot ytd as it's raya haji.
Today, she still cook another dish which is crab, meat and fish.
Haiyer, I'm bored that I feel like gg on a diet.
I know I don't need to but I just don't know what else to do.
I've skipped lunch just now and I only eat fruits.
Haha wth?
I was happy that time my weight was 46 and the next time I checked again was 50.
I'm not trying to be like any other girl who cared too much abt their weight.
It's just that once or whenever I reached 50kg, I just don't feel good.
I need to maintain or what I planned is, after turning 17, then I can weigh above 50kg.
Haha sounds lame right?
For Raya Haji ytd was normal.
In the morning went to Masjid Sultan but it was not fun because I didn't get to watch another freaky thing that will happen to the kambings.
I love watching though it's gross.
I'm damn bored that I'm viewing Sarawak friends profile.
I'm currently online but not chatting with anyone.
That always happen because I wait for someone close to online or wait for people to start the conversation with me.
Talking about Sarawak, ouh I miss them and the cute guy.
GOsh he is damn cute yknow.
But sadly, I didn't get to caught a pict with him because if I'm back to Spore, that someone will always check my phone -__-
Okay whatever skip.
School is just around 3 more weeks?
Gahhh, that is damn fast but I do miss school.
I wanna go and have fun chit chatting for one whole day.
It will be on Friday and the next day is weekend.
Whoaa, turning to senior taking N freaks me out.
I gotta be serious and not playing around wasting my time like what I did this year which I totally regret.
And I can't wait for that 360days.
That is soo gonna be a good relief I've planned.
I think I talk much and is this a long post?
Hoho so bored yet so much to talk(:

I think work has been busy for me. Haah, just like other people who are working updating their post with their busy schedules. But I started enjoying work more. It became more relax for me. People are buying log cakes for Christmas. Mmmm, yummy!

With my busy schedule, I DID NOT even think of buying books. I just don't know when to. Mum kept asking me to ask from the sec 4s this year. Banyak-banyak org, namer Atiq terkeluar -.-" She told me to ask books from him. Mamposs.

Anw, anw, the people/stranger/friends I got to know on the 1st Jan 08, I met and start slacking again with them now. But not every single day. Just once a week. The last time I seen them was early this year and now we met again on the near end of the year. There are new faces joining them. The unplaned outing was great and a big thanks to Papi who treat us shesha(i did not took it), food and pool. Everything was free for us and paid by him. *Kachinggg!* Okay I just miss them alottt!(:

Today was great.
I love work and I love my supervisor as I miss her too!
I was sitting in the mrt with my sleepy eyes
till I came in to work where my supervisor was soo happy to see me.
I was welcome with her craziness and sweet smile(:




I get closer each day with mum these few days.
I mean she starts sharing her inner feelings which
I find it good for her to let out.
Being the daughter she trust the most(though I've betrayed her trust),
I think I need to understand and be more fair
to her unlike to those kind of problems we used
to have especially during ramadhan and raya.

Also not to forget, I understand how hard my sister position is now.
We are getting closer day by day as we sleep together in one room,
share stuffs and talk about guys. That's the normal thing
my sister, Syira and I always do. We don't share it with Sarah not because
we don't love/like her, it's because she don't like to
talk about it with us. She said we mentel or miang :D

So now I think Mum and Syira are like equal to me.
Except that I obviously trust Mum more, duhh. And to the
people who love them but they are hurt, I'm not gonna scold
you because I know who you people are and could have atleast
think about a women heart. You're hurting us and we're suffering.

Labels: growing up.