im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

went playground pasir cause i promised syiin before.
after that headed to work.
im hella not gg to Anchorpoint anymore.
i stopped at Queenstown and had a 10 mins walk to the mall.
before that i called cinta and told him im nervous because there were bungalows around and i though that most of the customers will be eurasians.
check-check, mostly chinese.
first impression outside of the shop: damn it's hiatus!
i understand sales item are gonna be disaster but even their sales board can even fell off -.-
i headed to one of the cashier
Nad: urm hie, im nad.
Cashier: *looks up and down* Zack!!
i took care of the fitting room.
i reallyyy dont understand why the quantity card is far from where im must be standing.
i dont like the hangers cause it's easy to break and will be hard fr the rack up.
before i took in charge, customers were attended by themselves.
it's an okay if you're gg in with another person.
it's an okay if you wanna try more than 4 pieces.
it's an okay if you're in charge of fitting room and doesnt attend customers.
it's an okay if you wear slippers to work.
it's an okay if you dont do your merchandise greeting.
wth is all that?
im sure enough once Max whos gonna be in charge as the manager there will be god damn strict!
a guy named Fauzi can still tell me that their place is very slack.
i told him that Max is super strict and very particular about mg.
i know cause i've got scolded during first day of work.
i told him that slippers are not allowed. he was shocked bodoh.
he gave a big eyed look like he's trying to tell me that he doesnt know about that.
i mean, slippers is not because of Max. but it's already noted that all cotton on staffs should not wear slippers to work.
whatever. it's a great experience there.
parents and sarah fetch me.
pssst. counting down.

i work frm 1230 till closing.
its not good, because its saturday.
too many customers and i had to take care of fitting zone which i dislikeee.
good compliment frm Max, "You're very hardworking eh." (:
but somehow my rack up wasnt good cause sale item is a terrible thing to do.
while i was racking up, something happened.
Afan: who's boyfriend isit outside?
Siddiq: Efron eh Nad?
Nad: huh? bukan lah. dier gi msia. dier mane bwk beg.

a guy with brown hair carrying a bag pack was outside the shop standing, but facing the opp shop instead. suddenly he turned.

Nad: ey ah uh lah!! *jump up down*
Afan: Asl matrep sak nad?
Nad: rmbut je brown, dier bkn matrep eh.
Afan: abeh gmbr yg pt mp3 tu sape?
Nad: dier uhh. dier dye rambut byk kali uh.

Nad: Siddiq, kalau Afan nampak Atiq lagi jgn ckp.
Siddiq: Itu matrep abes.

im so excited i did rack up with semangat.
but then, poof! blackout bodoh!
all the shops outside blackout. im standing alone near fitting rm gelap nak mampos.
the rest all near the door where there is some lights.
i continued doing my job cause racking up sales item is a disaster!
we almost done till 1130. once done, i get to go out first.

Yati: Nad, you can go first. Ltr ur bf wait, krg kena kejar last train.
Afan: Nari saturday nyah. Train kan smpai kul 12.
Yati: Yelah nnt dier nak romance ngn matair dier ker.
Afan: Siak, ajar budak kecik bende tak senonoh.

I went in the store room which we have to passby the dark fitting room.
i asked siddiq to accompany. semnagt bace doa all.
then biler nak keluar....
Afan: Rawrr!
Nad: AHHHHHHHHHHH! *fells down*
macam scary movie. pantat betol.

went out and run towards cinta.
miss him gila pig punya.
sampai org tuh ader calon pt msia, org Muar.
menyammmpah! *jeling*
cinta stopped at sembawang cause i told him to, no bus already what.
so yeah! he's back early and gave me a suprise!
and yanaa, kau tahu rupernyer :D

i woke up 7am in the morning just to text Ebel my roster and then back to sleep.
then in the afternoon, receive a wake up call frm mum asked me to rush down to go breakfast.
im hungry so i brushed my teeth, washed my face and bring aleeya along too.
we breakfast at marsiling market but then mum couldnt find her ketupat and suggested to go geylang.
baik urh whye! dah nak masuk kul 2. aku belom mandi sio.
we headed to geylang. by then, i get pissed off.
i havent bathe and im working at 630pm.
mum separated frm me. she went to the market, while i went to Joo Chiat.
then got two foreigners(indo i think), "baik urh. takyah gi depan. sini dah ader."
apoh sia maksud? pat depan meaning ader hotel 81. abeh? -.-
once everything done, i rushed back home bathe and mum send me to yio chu kang station and took a train to dhouby ghaut.
luckily i was on time!

work was okay. i saw my cousin, Nisa at my place.
today was controllable. my rack up was good(:
trained home with Afan, Siddiq and Yati.
hella Afan was funny. he hembus air ludah at Yati face in the mrt while Yati was plucking his eyebrows! :D

selamat hari raya haji Muslims!
cinta will be mia fr days.
i hella gonna miss him.
b, mary kate and ashley merajok tau.
cave miss you.
but! dolce and gabbana needs your help!
*wink*

i need to work and it's morning shift -.-
i need to come to work at 930am till 2pm.

highlight 1: i did not wore any make up or even contact lens. sumpah selekeh.

highlight 2: siddiq and i(both still newbie/part timers) did opening. we took care of the shop till Vince came which is at 1130am.

highlight 3: siddiq and i just sat down did nothing to the shop while waiting fr stock to come which is super duper late!

highlight 4: some of our stocks was placed at cotton on body. pathetic sia with the mixed up.

highlight 5: the cd player is spoilt. therefore we used my mp3 player fr songs.

highlight 6: "Kemana Kau Menghilangkan Diri" song was being played fr 5 secs!! omg!

highlight 7: my timing was being forward till 630pm. i actually get pissed off fr a few mins. tsk.

highlight 8: i didnt ate anything during break since morning except a scoop of nutella!

highlight 9: i manage to handle Rubi side alone. *thumbs up*

highlight 10: ader bapok siakkkkkk! ader hati siol tny whether size S or M suits her/him. obviously not S nyahhhhh! nak yg tight fitting jek! tetek dah besar macam sayur kobis!

highlight 11: bapok dah jadi nenek orang nyahh!! umur 50! dah tuh ader hati tny Afan single ke tak. kimakkkkkkk!

highlight 12: ader nyonya irritating. mati-mati nak Kele Cardi yang size M. sampai suroh aku carik pt store. dier mintak macam takde cara.

highlight 13: a lady who look like 20 or above tried on leggings at the side of a hidden place. she cannot go to fitting room cause shes late. she need size M but i couldnt find one. she got really nervous cause shes late fr a date with a guy. she scared that her dress was too short. oh cmon! it's knee length and she said she worried that it's short, furthermore because her leg is not clean. not at all to me. i said "you're gg fr a date. it's okay too be sexy. you know guys." macam pahhhh kan aku? guess what? "okay, if it's like that than i trust you!" *wink*

highlight 14: cinta bring a surprise by bringing Khasyiin!

highlight 15: sadly, my hp batt went off that i didnt get to take pict with syiin again, and cinta too :D

kecoh much? i know.

it's been a month since my first date with cinta.
other than that, it's prom night.
syira make up fr me, cinta help to put shiny lotion on my back.
cinta also babysit aleeya while syira and i were busy. thanks b! (:
i make this short so someone can skip reading this i think?
furthermore, people know what happened.

highlight 1: we were late, like few minutes.

highlight 2: good thing there weren't any speech made by Mr Chan.

highlight 3: im a lucky draw winner, so i did received a flower!(:

highlight 4: i was wearing on my heels first before i walk up to the stage to take the lucky draw.

highlight 5: i didnt believe that yanaa and i actually grind each other in the middle of the stage where people are crowding around us. but hey, thanks to us thennn the people start grinding each other. mostly, boys with boys.

higlight 6: i so called "grind" Mr Jay? omg.

highlight 7: i took off my shoes cause i dont wanna get hurt dancing. end up, guys stepped on my feet. supppmotherkungket betol!

highlight 8: i wasn't in the mood to slow dance with people cause i was thinking if cinta were to be with me dancing together. haha.

highlight 9: we ran barefooted in raffles city to get our last trainnnnnnnnn! sumpah memenatkan dan memalukan.

highlight 10: i kissed a girl and i like it. wait, lemme rephrase. i kissed two girls and i like it.

highlight 11: we went to al ameen at 2am (yes, with our dresses).

highlight 12: i reach home late but parents didnt nag. mum didnt nag like what i expected since i didnt put on shawl and stockings that she asked to. hehe.

that's all i think fr prom. pictures will be updated at fb, latest by friday i think.

at last i bought my prom dress ytd at Miss Selfridge.
i was soo fussy in choosing my dress at first.
i want short, tight and not in black/white colour.
i did get myself a short, tight but! it was black in colour.
haha. i get the help from Fandi fr his opinion as well who was working in the opp shop.
ika and i planned to eat at Delifrance yishun since Amira and Yanaa working there.
step mcm orang kaya sia makan sane.
i bought beef lasagne while ika was chicken's.
yanaa gave us free bread while amira gave us her staff's discount card and free drinks.
lol. prangai.
back to ika house to chill fr awhile.
once im home, i tried on the dress.
mum said it's nice but she said it's too sexy.
it's a tube dress, that's why. plus.. it's short.
hell yeah, i cant wait fr prom!
2 more days bodoh!

i wrote this on purpose.
whatever it is, i still love my cinta.

went to geylang but we did ntg?
hah and we get caught in the rain and we step in a poodle!
headed to far east and ate at cahaya, my fav food place.
saw qhairah and hidayah!
walked around fr prom dress. its more like window shopping.
then saw Mrs Haris, again!
i saw her when im out with Ika at haji lane.
she said, "hey we meet again! do you know where to search fr bulu-bulu nyer shawl?"
obviously i got no idea. well, teachers having dinner and dance tonight.
cinta and i went to cwp thought of watching paranormal activity!
but then we thought it be waste of money so we went to timezone instead.
with the help of aini, we play fr free.
then we makan at banquet and back home.
im make sure i buy dress tmr. i have too!

cinta volunteer to send me to work at ps today.

i went out with Ika with our first stop at vivo and then to haji lane to ion to far east.
i've decided to do some survey only since my mum havent give me money.
to my dad, you stingy!
dont talk about saving or waste of money.
easy said, it's mum who always bought us makeup, clothes and FOOD.
you only give us money fr sch only. and yet, sch fees payment are made by using mum giro.
so dont talk as if you been giving us money like big fcuk.

i dont know why im so mad and get irritated easily today.
i think because of my period? luckily im having it now because by the 24th, im clean(:

im working tmr at ps and cinta sending me.
it's been five days since we last met.
cinta reallyyyyyyyy gonna get a lecture frm me tmr.
im bringing my malay O level paper and make sure he read section B comprehension about tattoo.
i was thinking about him the whole time while im reading it during examination.

friends know well that i dont go fr guys my age.
that's last time.
but they also know that tattoos are a-turn-off fr me.

so yeah today work at ps frm 630 to 10pm.
i was more energetic this time and i like it.
Noh said, "We got Nad in the house" then Vince said, "We got Nuts and also nachos combo!"
whaddahell.
it was fun and not so tiring cause it'll be abit relaxed if Vince in charge.

i'll be prom dress hunting tmr.
supposed to go with Bella but she cant off.
luckily Atikah text me to go out, so yeah plan is still on.
i hope i find something nice and affordable.
furthermore it be worn once or maybe twice if im gg to mum's dinner and dance.

nights people.
epul, you chill pill b.
and yeah no tattoos. astagfirullahalazim.

aunt called me at 545am and i could woke up to answer the phone.
padahal silent mode. she asked if i could help her to work and i agreed.
i didnt think of my sickness but i realised my body temp is quite okay.
my aunt was late and told me to rush and meet her near 888.
i walked so fast that it only took me 3mins to reach there frm home.

at 12plus, Ebel called me.
it's like my first ever time working at hougang?
she told me to come at 430pm but i couldnt cause thats the time i finished work with my aunt.
but i got work tomorrow at ps. i dont know if i favour ps?
cause got a lot ang moh customers and ... nvm.

well, i didnt meet cinta today.
but we will okay, SOON.
SOON is what i always answer to your samesamesame questionnnn.

nights peeps! :)

hahahahaha.
im bored, so i've done this fr fun.
ader potential jadi Jennifer tak? of course not!

im having fever and slight flu.
it irritates my nose and my phlegm are thick and green/yellow.
sheesh, im so disgusting. i stayed at home all day.
i didnt went to madrasah to take my report book.
i got a call and supposed to work at ps but i rejected cause im sick.
furthermore i dont have money at all to go to work.
nobody at home to gimme money, hell no im gg out.
gosh, im broke. pathetic much.

i need a fringe cut.
i get irritated whenever i wanna take a pict, i look like a pirate -.-
i also want a hair cut can?
it's damn long i think.
i wanna perm but i think that's so not happening?
i miss having curls and the time where i dont need to brush my hair at all.

talking abt misses, i miss friends. i dont think i need to name down the people.
i cant wait fr prom but i have not done any preparations fr it.
i wanna watch alot of movies.
Paranormal Activites, New Moon and also Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 is soo on fr me! *all the single ladies*

bf out of town and back home early.
good boy! <3

hey all. i didnt get to update ytd cause im hella tired until i fall asleep.
well ytd, i had to work at ps with siddiq from 10am-5pm.
i woke up at 6plus and that is damn early.
i went out frm the house at 845am. train to douby ghaut.
first thing i need to do was to rack up.
well, im still an egg and i felt quite embarrassed to do merchandise greeting(mg).
it sucks cause the manager and other staffs pressurise me on my mg.
i even feel like quitting job, serious tak bedek.
while i was working, suddenly i saw this guy. cinta lah abehhh.
i thought he was gg to pick up syiin but he didnt.
i was released at 530pm cause i didnt notice the time.
ate at kfc with cinta. thanks fr the meal(;
we walk around and slack at fort canning.
we plan to take a long journey back home by riding the bus that stops at yishun.
half way in the bus, cinta had stomache.
we stop at bukit panjang plaza just to go toilet.
furthermore i couldnt stand the cold and bumpiness of the bus ride.
lucky we stopped, theres a bus that goes straight to woodlands interchange.
as usual, walk home with cinta.
my body started to have a cold and i fall asleep after i bathe.





today, went with Eusoff family to Family Day Carnival at Sembawang Primary.
there was Kak Eja and bf, Khasyiin, Shayizul and of course cinta!
Manja and Ayu took care of the store and they sold satay.
we walk around melihat adik-adik yg baru nak naik.
hahaha whaddahell.
cinta and i went to sunplaza to buy beros cuci kuali. hahahaha!
nenek yg suroh kan, nenek yg hilang telur tak tahu mane letak tuhh.
then saw nicholas slack together till 6. bused home.
ive been having cold since ytd. i hate falling sick.

cinta level rise!

loooooook! last year picture, both in sec 3.
that's a picture of me otw back to spore frm sarawak so does cinta!
both wore kotak-kotak! aper lah jodoh :D

dear mohammed shayiful,
dah besar lah awak nie.
sungguh pun saya kenal awak semenjak 4 tahun dahulu lagi(tapi tak pernah saya tegur),
sampai sekarang saya masih tak percaya awak cowok saya.
haha.

im excited fr 30th but i cant wait fr 3rd dec!
you know, i know. *wink*
cheer up b! takmo stress-stress.

went to sch to accompany yanaa pay prom ticket.
we also book our table seat.
im soo fussy about the seat.
first i wanted the one that is close to the dancefloor and stage.
then i thought of the table that is near the food.
then i thought of another table that is near with our friends.
end up, the third one is my choice because it's near the red carpet.
which means, photographer confirm pat red carpet punya.

i went home early at 3pm.
i was supposed to go hospital to pay my uncle a visit but then Ebel called me.
i need to work at 7pm and gonna end late due to stock take.
i text cinta and he volunteer to send me to work(:
i told him that im gg out at 530pm tapi ader org tu semangat dtg 5pm.
sorry fr waiting under my blk so long sampai dikacau mats.

took 161 and it was damn packed.
once reached, we walk around since im still early.
met siddiq at hougang station and cinta went home.
we went to work but then Ebel asked to go fr break and come back at 8pm.
headed to kfc and called cinta. thought he's around but then he already in the bus!
sweet bf went out frm bus and meet me(:
almost 8pm went to work, cinta went home.
my first time job was to do stock take.
all i need to do was scanning the tag.
sumpah hougang cotton on is big!
there were more than 10 people was doing the stock take.
was quite tiring and had little mistakes done too.
overall was okay. finish at 1230am.

took a cab home with Siddiq and a guy named Din.
most of the workers look young but they already in the 20s.
otp with cinta in the cab till now.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee b stfvm!

im so bored to hell that if possible i could kill myself!
i sat at home the whole day doing nothing (?)
i went to kak jun place just to eat then back home at around 6pm.
then at 8pm, went to cwp with syira and her friend to buy cake.
supposed to follow them to kk(kedai kopi) but then it'll be bored.

kakak: asl ko nak balek?
me: nak bbl aper seh ngn krg? aku takde suami, takde anak -.-

im so bored and miss cinta like hell crazy.
yes, crazy cause he's sleeping when i text him.
once he replied, i told him i wanna meet him.
he asked me serious and i said yeah.
it was 1025pm and he said 5 more mins he go out.
im soooooo damn happy!

but then he text me again, saying that his parents didnt let him go out.
im sad cause i miss him badly like hehk?
padahal i meet him last two days.
cinta text me and i had the strong instinct whereby he's giving me a surprise.
and yes, its true!
suppppppppppmotherkungket!
he called me and said "you, i saket perut.. turon bawah bawak minyak kapak."
i straight away look at my window and saw him!
happy nak mampos tapi masih hidup oi!
he waved at me and i was jumping like hell.
sumpah anak jamal dah giler.
went out of the gate i can see cinta at the staircase.
ran to him and hugged him tightly!
im so relieved when i met him like melepas rindu!
(above pict) duer-duer muker busuk.
now i feel that im not bored. HAH!
loveloveloveee!

abg mimi called in the morning ytd to attend mfa thingy i think.
i didnt go cause im tired plus im busy.
i went to hospital instead to visit my uncle.
nothing much. hope my uncle can discharge soon.

im hungry right now. like really really hungry!
it's pathetic that theres nothing to cook.
not even MAGGI!
its been sucha long time since i eat rice -.-

im starting work soon.
i cant take it any longer membesarkan bontot pat rumah.
im excited to work and get pay and stuffs.
but 10th year is a major prob and we're having photoshoot on the 16th.
its really packed and im not sure if we(the sec 4s) could still be in the show.

i really need to say this out.
thanks all fr passing by.
thanks fr tagging and even spamming.
i really hate to say this, but, i hope you guys dont need to compare epul being with me or shukma.
i dont need awful comments or compliments.
i appreciate it but i dont want any party to get hurt.
if you guys have problems with me, theres alot of choice to do so.
find my number, call me.
find my address, meet me.
not through blog and stuffs.
thank you(:

iloveyesterday.

gawd, i woke up late and didnt attend malay dance.
called cinta and planned to go hougang mall.
im happy that i can see cinta at 962 bus stop frm my room.
like best to see him picking me up frm home.
we took bus frm the nearest bus stop near my house.
im glad there's a one straight bus to hougang.
this means that im okay taking bus everyday(with a mp3 of course!) to work.
lovely cinta urut my hand.
it was cramp because of aleeya si ucuk tuh -.-
pandai dier urut, maklumlah anak norani kankan.


we search fr cotton on shop so i know where it is next time.
i've msged my roster to my manager and probably starting next mon, i think.
i also get to know that the regional manager is an ang moh!
and yes, she's strict, very. even Gustin said so.
so we walk around the mall and ate at ljs.
ohh ohh and while walking towards the mall, i pijak air siaa!
and my reaction was slow too just like cinta! tsk.

bus to woodlands and walk to admiralty park.
bought mashed potato at 7 eleven before that at rp.
i think cinta used susuk.
there is this bunch of poly student walking pass us.
he said confirm a poly girl will look at him.
at yes, the girl DID look at him, TWICE.
maklumlah, budak famous. si celebrity hotstuff nie.
just slacking and i teached cinta salsa!
yeay! he get the step. walk off at 9.

cinta asked me a qns that really made me sad ):
i dont mind actually but hope he forget abt it.
suddenly cinta got sick like idk whats happening to his backbone and stomach.
get well soon b.

ilovemyboyfriendalot. why?
because he never fail to bring a smile back when im mad/sad/sulk.
starring at his eyelashes makes me melt.
iloveyoualot.

Labels: blueblack.

had dance practice and we continued Nona Spura dance steps.
we almost done.
i really loved the salsa part! awesome!

cinta pick me up from school(:
then it was raining heavily!!
bella and i saw this long white cloth in the canteen and stole it to use it as our shelter.
hahaha sumpah tak berguna sia tu bende.
dah mcm hindustan feeling-feeling lari dgn sari :D

meet cinta under the blk.
my skinny bf can carry me sia!
he's strong! can swing me around somemore!

headed to cwp and bought jennifer's body tickets.
the movie was urm... no idea.
i think people tend to watch it because it's Megan Fox?
i recommend people who want to watch this show fr the sake of seeing Megan naked or her seducing face or learning how to make out?
haha, oh well she kissed a girl in the movie.
to sufian, if you're wondering i watch this movie already and recommend korang takmo tgk sebab ending merepek.

since we caught in the rain before, it was hella cold in the cinemas!
i wore pe tshirt and skirt somemore.
my butt was shaking halfway throughout the movie!
eventhough cinta tried his very best to hug me.
thanks fr the choki choki that i ate all three(:
and a reminder to both of us, never ever buy popcorn anymore :D

walk home after movie.
i teach cinta salsa cause i need a dance partner to practice.
eventhough i know he's a lover not a dancer.
then then something happen which made my day!
cinta was so semangat talking to me then suddenly he terpijak air.
dalam pulak tu.
reaction slow oi. dah setengah pijak baru prasan.
haha cute urh you(:

hug cinta and again he swing me.
i know lah you strong kan.
home sweet home.
bathe and clean the house.
wonder why im so rajin.

dad got home at 10 plus.
i wanted to have a talk with him abt money.
but then terfall asleep -.-
together while otp with cinta.

ilovemycinta.
ilovemyefroncinta.
ilovemymohammedshayifulbinmmohdeusoff.

i went MALAYSIA ytd fr wedding occasion at Segamat.
then went to cousin's house at Tama Anggerik.
seeee, good right? i know the names in MALAYSIA.
back home at midnight.
text cinta, no reply.
luckily i text kak eja and found out that cinta is sleeping -.-
thanks to kak eja, fr waking him up(:

otp with cinta then sleep.
i got madrasah in the morning the next day.

how i wish i didnt go madrasah today!
it's been three weeks im absent.
i came just now and find out there is exam! -.-
so of course, did anyhow.

i dont wish to elaborate after madrasah.
waste time at shida house.
home at midnight. -.-

I HEARD SOMEONE NOT GOING MSIA?! FOR REAAAAAL??!

again, im repeating this.
it be good if u notice if somewhere.
"if you're good at it, then find me."