im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

HAPPY 3MONTHSARY♥
You owe me 90kisses right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHAMMED SHAYIFUL EUSOFF! ♥

Labels: two weeks ago.

had a meeting for work at 9am. we discussed two topics about how to increase our score for Mystery Shopper and our service. we had to write in A4 paper. sumpah dah macam sekolah. Sundari dah macam cikgu. haha :D
we sat on the floor in a circle and everybody gave their point of view. after that, we went to KFC for breakfast.
ucuk called and planned to go town when we actually thought of gg pool at Marsiling. i rush back home and got change.

i've never ever experience being with someone who fainted. and that is, my dearest ucuk. hella im scared and worried. it all happens when ucuk feels like throwing out while in the mrt. we stopped at the next station which is Bishan. suddenly, he says that he cant see anything. everything was blur. he fell on the floor closing his eyes. his lips started to turn very pale. this part makes me more worried. i looked around and all i could think of was if he were to really faint, i must ask help from people and the next thing is to call his cousin. carried his bag, went to Junction 8 and searched for toilet. after that we decided to go back woodlands and ate at banquet. he went to meet his sister after that while i met yanaa. so i update yanaa what someone asked me to tell her. then decided to go lot 1. bought dress at cotton on then chit chat. then home.

back with a proper post. it's already third week of school. for three weeks, i took the staircase from level one to four. boleh kurus urh gini macam. teachers gone crazy asking for money to pay books, tickets, classroom decorations(?)

anw. on monday, as a celebration of good N and O level results, we had half day of school. ended at 1045am. Amira and I decided to pick Yanaa from her school. yes, Ite Simei. we went that far just to pick her up from school which ended at 430pm. sweet right?
 luckily it didnt took much time for yanaa to come out from her class. both of us felt awkward in the school. and happily, i saw Bella! ran to her and she hugged me tightly! sampai terpusing pusing! Met Aini too and she joined us because we wanted to slack at civic. Headed back to woodlands and ate at Al Ameen.

after eating, walked to civic to meet Ain and her bf. Syasya couldnt tagged along. this time wasnt as much fun as last friday. im tired and sleepy due to lack of rest. Yanaa puked, eee disgusting. Walked back home at 10pm.

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so today, first time in history that i lost my wallet (for an hour) . i didnt realised until malay period ended. idk why but i just got a feeling of checking my wallet. it wasnt in my bag! i couldnt gave any reaction of shockness or panicked. eventhough there are important items like my IC, posb card and my work lanyard! i stayed calm and ran to the toilet to search for it. because before entering the malay class, we went to the toilet to get our clothes change. my wallet was not in the toilet. amira suggested i asked for help from general office.
"did you found any wallet?" the admin, Ms Zuraidah smiled.

im confused with her smile. amira said, "ader lah tuh maknanyer." then i asked again, and she said it's with OM Tan who's searching for me. but i dont want to have high hopes so i asked again, "betol ker thats my wallet?" then Ms Zuraidah said, "eh mestilah betol. i check. ader gambar boyfriend lagi." silent sekejap. whoops! saw OM and ran up to him! i said "thank you so much" many times cause i never lost my wallet in my entire life! OM said, "you must take care. got alot of important things. your IC, your posb card, your boyfriend picture.." paisey sia. ey b, not just my friends know you, but admin people too. chewah, famous budak tuh. haha.

we had f&n and Ms Lee bought us pizza! she treat us for 100% passes for f&n. which is surprising cause we always fail f&n test/exams or we only scored a single digit number. ate and continued with our coursework -.-
home and work after that.

i told Sundari about quitting. thennnn, she stared at me. giving me the no-you-cant-quit face. whaddahell. yes, i wish to stay if i had a choice. but im having O level this year man. how how? haiyo.

okay i know my post is so word-ery. is there such word? im waiting for Yanaa to upload 15 & 18 Jan pictures. there's a whole lot and i'll upload in facebook asap.

friday was the best! i must say that friday is the only day of the week of school that is fun.
but somehow what happened during physics, is something unexpected. we didnt knew that teacher was gonna use the word "fucking" to scold us. well, he was right cause we're in sec 5 and blabla. because every teacher that step in to the class will brag about O level.

yanaa! she came in school right infront of the office to surprise us! everyone was hugging and i know she's happy about this part(kan kan kan?) :D
seee. everyone miss you babe. so we bought bubble tea. slack for a short while and home.
webcammm with ucuk! hotel, alone, big beds, boxers, frame. woo, i like.i miss you man! come spore quickquick. and bring me that chewing cum. i mean gum.

work at 630 to close. so the girls(syasya, amira, ain and yanaa!) actually planned of having catch up sessions. since we actually didnt manage to talk much in school. cause it's either we study or we eat during recess. they met around 730 and passby into my shop. after work, i met them at civic. pantat, syasya said amira and yanaa gone home. padahal when i came, snap! they took pict of me. tak surprising langsung ehh. lol. we took pictures, thought ain the Single Ladies dance steps, talk and laugh. although it was only half an hour with them, i had fun. yes, fun to erase the word sad. home with yanaa, and there was a bangla asking us where is woodlands polyclinic. it's weird that you're asking us about polyclinic at almost 12am. i just told him it's near marsiling and both of us just walk off. tengah seram actually.

sister was playing the comp and waited for like hours for her to end. end up sleeping and didnt get to webcam/chat with ucuk. tak paitau eh. blogshop cool nak mampos. goodluck b!

since today is thursday, we had journaling in the morning at parade square.
how lame can evergreen be? the passage that was given to the sec 5s was super hard!
i dont even understand a single thing. i was very sleepy throughout almost all the lesson.
had chemistry remedial and it was fun! ain and i bought 3 pieces of egg bread each and brought to the lab.
since we both must sit in partners according to index number, ain and i chose to sit at the back of the class.
we had 6 experiment to do. while doing the practical, we ate our bread :D
nothing much after that.
syasya planned of slacking at civic mac, i said that we got lots of homework, amira suggest that we do our hwk while chilling, ain wanted to but lazy.
end up semua tak jadi. haha.

ohh btw, im quiting work soon. i cant cope with school and work.
though working is not that tiring, but i know my schedule will be packed and i got no time for rest.
so i will only work till 28 feb since i already submit my feb shifts.
i will only work after O's and hopefully cotton on accept me again.
i wanted to stay because of the pay, but i dont think i need money fr the time being.

i cant wait for 10th year anniversary cause i was so in love with rp stage with i think so that's the stage we gg to perform on.
i hope many people are going cause i believe it's gonna be a great show for the school.
and after 10th year over, i can concentrate on my studies which i really want to!

okay bye people. im watching Serendipity right now.
ucuk gone already. sad case. he justtt msg me.
dont sad ok b. u still got laptop, insya allah theres connection.

i love mohammed shayiful and now you cant ask me this qns anymore:
"b, biler nak jumper?"

god. i wonder how future gonna be like. it's tomorrow!
and we wont be able to meet at all cause im schooling at finishing at 530pm!
can you imagine that? how am i gonna concentrate during chemistry remedial handling the chemicals and tubes when you're already at kastam chopping passport.
i really hope you like the farewell gift, the birthday present and 3rdmonthsary gift in advance!
put the frame close to you so you can see me and know that im always by ur side.
ahhhhhhhhh! i can write anymore. i talked to you and you can always read the surat cinta many many times.
okay bye. ily. );

tmr ucuk already leaving and i really hope he could meet me in the morning like 630am before i go to school. early sungguh kan? i know. there's something important i need to pass before he leave. hope so he love it. gold and black punya bende. soon you'll know okay b? :D

time flies too fast. i remembered when you say you wont be gg malaysia and how happy i was. i also remembered you called me in the morning, waking me up and tell me you didnt get to ite and you gg malaysia. ):
be a good boy there okay! i will study hard and wait for you to come back. make sure come back! jangan tibe-tibe stay kat situh forever!

im really hoping you can come down to rp on 4th feb! please b. the only day im begging you to come back to spore and meet me! gahhhhhh! i miss you lah mohammed shayiful!

ucuk woke me up at 6am. thanks sweetheart. surprising that you still sound fresh.
dad sent me to sch today because it was raining in the morning. met amira under her block.
we headed straight to the hall. theres a new vice principal, Mr Johnny(?)
he's from Westwood SS and i find him cool. i rather listen to whatever he has to say then Mr Chan.
nothing much happened in sch. but teachers warned us about discipline matters and serious about it.

Jay lim wants the class to be green? syasya and amira got excited about it already.
Mr Alawden is our co-form teacher! -.- He did sitting arrangements and wants in either opp sex/race.
he told Rahmat to sit beside me, i was happy which i actually said "Yessah. Cepat Mat. Cepat."
but then Alawden said, "But obviously you wont be sitting with him."
*shows sad face* im very comfortable with Rahmat eversince last year.
then i almost got a sit with Zhe Liang(whatever the spelling is), i freaked out.
cause i wont be able to study sitting with him and for sure he'll bully me ):
end up, i sat with Sharul. and im exactly infront of teacher's table. first row dok -.-

every teacher that stepped in wants us to concentrate and work real hard for O.
minus the holidays and stuff, we're left about 7 months only.
i wanna work hard, and score well. but im just lack of confidence.
yes, im still working and i hope i could cope with school.
wish me luck.

okay, i miss you and dont forget me ):

damn. so fast december is over!  and it's gonna be less than two weeks for me to... );
i met amira first and headed to northpoint since i need to take something. while waiting fr the rest to reach yishun platform, both of us went to eat at kfc. around 830pm, we meet the rest(yanaa, aini, ain and alastair). we thought of gg to marina just for fireworks, but then ain planned to go D' Marquee instead.
i was feeling bad due to something. once we reach there, we thought of chilling first. ain and alastair bought foam spray and spray at each other. quite fun though. we wanted to get in D Marquee as most of us thought theres gonna be dancefloor party like what we had last year. but no, we need to have tickets to get in as there is hoobastank concert only. we got kinda pissed and sat near the front door. a caucasion guy look at us and gave 5 tickets for free! there are 6 of us actually. one of the security look at us and bring the 6 of us in. she gave one free ticket to alastair who didnt have the ticket at first. once we get in, amira and i shouted like crazy, jumping up and down. im not a fan of hoobastank though but i make myself rock and get hyper.

we countdown together and the hoobastank sang "Reason" as a start of new year. "Reason" was the only song i knew and sang along together. then few minutes after that, the concert is over. we sat outside took pictures, and then headed to bustop. the bus didnt came after hour waiting. amira and i planned of gg home while the rest planned of gg maya. so yeah, i got home at 230am. thanks amira for the taxi ride!