im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

another day, another complaint.

im so not satisfied about this. first was eldest sister, syira. now is elder sister, sarah. i cant stand their attitude at home. everyday is just getting worse.

i really really really detest people using my stuffs. wait, let me rephrase this. i dont mind people who know how to use my stuffs and get my permission. i have this situation where i WILL CRY when my sisters wore my stuffs without my permission. let me just add this on.

as you people know, i have two big fat elephant and rhinoceros body size sisters that thinks they look good in wearing my size S clothes and even size 7 shoe. yes, the three of us have the same size of shoe. it's either size 7 or 8. so does that mean we can share? yes, of course we can share. but when it comes to clothes, wooo! dont you two BIG SISTERS have any idea that wearing my size S does not equal to both of you who are wearing size L? yes, some dress are stretchable and free-size. again, we can share huh?

syira ever wore my free size dress which i just wore once. anddd, she did NOT ask for my permission. dont she have any idea that my dress will be lose as it already stretch to her size body?? i know i did ever wear syira's dress/clothes that are free size. atleast i didnt make her clothes smaller right? few days ago, i found out syira actually wore my NEW size S cotton on dress and long sleeve shirt. i remember a situation happened between me and syira on 13th July 2009.

[Through phone message]
Me: Sape suro ko pki aku pey kasut?! Ko balek, bukak straight away! Musibot pey anjing!
Her: Takde.. Tadi aku mule2 pki kasut Kappa. abeh kaki aku saket, aku patah alek tukar kasut.. besok aku tak pki lah lagi..
Me: Aku tak termakan ah ngn kate2 ko.. ko pey kaki saket, tu ko pey pasal urh. nie skg, kasut aku ko pki. balek cpt!
Her: Eh, ko ingat ko bbl ngn saper eh!ko pikir aku nie adik2 ko per?! anjing? watch ur mouth eh b! dlm hp boleh ah ko bbl gini. klu depan2, muke ko tak pecah dah bagus ah!
Me: Gi mampos urh ngn ko. tetap tu brg aku! ko tak mintak permission aku! dont expect me to respect you when u urself does not respect the elderly. u showed me the bad example ehhk.

so yeah. aku tahu aku takder cara bbl ngn kakak sendiri. when im totally mad, i dont care about any values. heck care. syira wore my shoe and it expanded okay!
yes, seeee. i told ya this is why i hate people who wore my stuffs esp my sisters.
firstly, this shoe is a River Island Brand.
second, it's a birthday gift from mum.(birthday gift okayy. means NO sharing)
thirdly, they wont ask for my permission!

okay well actually syira did ask for my permission the day before and i give her straight NO. still not getting in the mind huh? i dont find its a poor thing if my 20year old sister dont understand the meaning of permission because shes a dropped out student.

next my least unfavourite sister(?), sarah. she knew about the incident of syira wearing my shoe. yet, she HAVE the heart to ask me if i could lend her my shoes. okay, this is the second time she asked actually.

[Morning conversation]
Her: B, aku nak pakai kasut ko leh?
Me: (gives a look) taklehhhhhhhh. kan nnt basah, tgh hujan kan nie.
Her: aper yg hujan? aku nak kai ptg. ko nk pki per nnt after school?
Me: tak urh. b kate takleh, takleh uhh.
Her: oi! aku nak pki beg tuh. nie bag aku.
Me: ey aper? nie beg share okay! b dah pack seh.
Her: takde takde..! aku nak pki. mintak pinjam kasut pun takleh. ko jgn nk lokek sgt ah ehh!

she ended the convo cause i dont mind abt the beg too much. cause we share the beg and further more i got extra bag to wear to sch. because i know i win. she didnt get to wear my shoe afterall.

oh yeah, but unfortunately. she came back home just now happily wearing my shoe. im am wsedrftjgyhkuirlopwoq232rtyuio;g093u83hrejdsn,kb; SHOCKED, MAD, ANGRY, PISSED because! i actually hide it somewhere she wounldnt think the shoe is gonna be placed there. so im guess shes happy right now? happy much gotta wear my shoe, you moron! grrrr!!! she happily got back home doing nothing(!) and told me to throw the rubbish. sochai ko perrh?! bloody hell man! im soo mad okay!

i wish they could get rape now and die.
pfft. i just feel like running away from home.
nope, its not because of this small thing, but a whole lot more thats have been happening.
sheesh. i cant take it anymore.