im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

alright.
i think i have a problem/disease.
i don't know why i completely shut my brain and can't think fully for my future.
my results sucks, sucks to the max that i don't even think ite would even wanna accept me.

i have this two-minute mcm phm mind.
early this year, i planned of studying real hard.
oh yeah, look, my results prove me wrong.
damn.

i even planned of not getting any late yellow slip because i don't want to attend dc.
but today, i woke up at 7am.
i do still got enough time but i need to rush.
so instead of rushing, i took my very own sweet time bathing and make myself a bread spread with nutella.
good thing i ain't alone.
nash was at home too when i text him and we decided to go to school together.

i find today very funny during ccd lesson.
mr jay speak like an Ah Beng.
he got very frustrated about the chaos and the changes in the classroom/school environment.
he got mad and wanted us to be silence, but instead, he went "can u f***ing shut up or not?"
okay, of course the bad word did not really come out from his mouth but he lip say.

today was my O level mt oral.
i suck big time, always.
i was the first person and was supposed to be quarantine till 3pm.
but instead, right after i'm done, i went to the exit and got out from school.
i forgotten! serious sumpah.
i wanna retake everything that got to do with malay.
i even make mistakes during the O level mt written paper.
urgh.

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