im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

hi. im nad and im literally sick right now! this is be my first sick of the year and its super terrible! i was off for two days on wednesday and thursday. i was so excited to get back to work on friday. well, the fun thing at work is you get to dress up and entertain customers with cute little kids around. i was soo looking forward to go to work on friday. unfortunately, on thursday night, i had a super super bad migrane gg up in my brain. i thought it was just a normal headache so i took less care about it. the next day when i woke up, my whole body was having real bad muscle cramps. to add on, my stomach! it give problems. it cant stop growling and give me pains continuosly. i only left few hours to get ready to work so i decided to just go cause i thought i could tahan.

it was a pretty bad idea though. in the train, there were no sits. my stomach was in real pain like i need to atleast bend myself so there be less pain. but there wasnt any good soul on that cabin that would offer me a sit when they know and could see how pale and stressful my face look like! things got worse when i came to work, muscle cramps got caught on my calf? err what i meant was the part below your thigh. ahh that one. walao pain siaaa! i could hardly move! the cramp stayed permanently there! my manager ask why do i look like dying. then Meihui asked whats wrong. i said stomach pain. then she said "pregnant isit?" i replied, "i think so :D"
i really wish i could go home yknow. but if i go home, there wouldnt be enough manpower to do closing. there i was, holding on to the pain and standing for 6hours at work. im so not okay.

when i got back home, i eat what i could cause i was so hungry and didnt had any real meal that day. i make myself to bed and mum could feel that my body was soo hot. she said i got fever. damn, im officially sick -.- i hate it yknow. cause it means there will be medicine i hate: PILLS.

so my saturday was not like what i had the previous week. thats where im having fun celebrating gf's belated bday. it was a stay home sick saturday. bad one. body was hot. stomach keep growling. i was super hungry but i dont even have the appetite to eat! everything i ate was tasteless! yucks. oh did i forget to mention about DIARRHEA? yeah i had a bad one. you know diarrhea suppose to have mashed faeces with liquid? mine was worse. everything was liquid. its painful yknow! liquid and blood are suppose to come out from your vagina! or which ever thats close to it. not anus -.-

now that its sunday, i finally managed to see the doctor and got medicine. urgg.
doctor: so im gonna give you capsule..
me: no! i want liquid medicine! if you giving me capsule, i will only accept the smallest size of all capsule!
im very demanding you see only when it comes to medicine ;)

fml right? pain and medicine. sick and restless. sucks to be me.

i definitely hate my mother. i think so. maybe at the moment right now, yes, i definitely hate her. she only comes to me when she needs help, especially MONEY. who else can she depends on right? nak harapkan kakak? lambat ah. sarah? isaaaap ah. bila part duit, senang pandai cari aku. kalau part pelajaran, tak pernah nak support. sape jer yang kau support? sarah. yelaah. ibu kan pernah kate, "dalam adik-beradik, sarah sorang je eh yang boleh belajar." kimakkk! mentang-mentang sarah dari ite sekarang dah dapat apply poly kire big fuck uh? abeh aku nie aper? sumpah kau perangai one sided sia. semalam sarah tny whether aku dah dapat course ke belom? aper kau jawab? kau tak sure kan? kau lagi boleh cakap, "ntah..ibu dgr mcm dier ckp accounting.." kau lagi boleh ragu-ragu? kimak. jangan nak bagi aku alasan kau banyak sangat bende nak pikir sampai pasal sekolah aku pun kau susah nak amek kesah! abeh tadi sarah sengaja tanya lagi depan kau bila aku tengah bbl dkt telefon. kau boleh ader hati nak step garang tanya aku soal sekolah. sialah. haritu bila surat dari ite sampai, aku tunjuk kau per! aku bilang kau bende-bende yang aku tak sure sgt, kau cume kate nak boleh find out sendiri per. tak ker macam sial? bila aku dah accept course, aku bilang kau lagi sekali per aku dapat accounting kat ite bishan. aper kau jawab? "maths kau bagus ker?" aku sumpah sakit hati lah sial dapat mak macam kau. pikir balik kan, dari dulu memang patut kau jual aku kat pak ngah. $300 je per. dapat jugak duit tu boleh simpan maruah kau sekarang kalau kau rase kau malu sangat dapat anak macam aku. i make sure one fine day we see who take care of you when you're old. aku tak kuasa nak compete dengan adek beradek sendiri eh. janji nanti aku dah besar, aku ade rumah tangge hidup sempurna dah cukup bagus!

I had awesome two days straight after work. First was on Tuesday where I worked from 10am to 6pm. I had a movie date! Hehe^^ I somehow thinks its funny cause we're both are totally perfect strangers. We never met each other and it was a random text about watching movie! We ended up watching Green Hornet and there it was a double date! Amira and Naim was at Cineleisure too. My date treat me. Awww^^ Woaaaah, it's been sucha long time since I watch movie! And with a guy! Or even with Amira sitting next to me in cinema! I rate the movie 4/5. We slack at scape after movie and just chilling, talking crap. We're cool like that :)

The following day, again, I worked from 10am to 6pm. Its weird when I enter the shop and I see angmoh around decorating the shop. Lucky they are friendly and not strict(:
But it somehow pressurize me to be good and do my job well. I did cause I was praised by one of the head people. He said, "Hi, you're new? I like your service." He added a thumbs up after saying. Aww. Kembang jubo you! ^^
By the time Im about to end work, Diana came into store in her sch uniform to check roster. She decided to wait for me cause we wanted to smoke after that. We then went to cotton on adults, she visit her boyfriend while I met Siddiq! We decided to go Cine cause Diana wants to buy school shoes. Almost all the shop are closed, bloody fuck. But we did manage to get Supra few minutes before the shop closed. And I bumped onto Bobby! Diana and I felt like we're being extremely loud everywhere we go. She even said, "Balik check stomp. Confirm muke kita masuk punya!" HAHAHA. We slack at scape and then I bumped onto Mano! Ended up chilling with him. Around 10plus headed back to Wisma cause Diana gg back with her bf while I trained home with Siddiq. It was really an awesome night with Diana! Oh when I reached down Woodlands, I bumped onto my ex-cotton on colleagues from cwp!!! happy giler lah sia! of all the people i bumped on that day, they're the best! i recieved hugs from Sheeda, Munirah and Lyanee! (':

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATES IT! (: