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Friday, September 3, 2010 @ 8:11 AM

NurHerman.

Dear Herman,

i know you must be wondering why i've avoided you for the past 24hrs.

i know you were waiting for my reply.

i know you were wishing and never stop hoping.

i'm sorry i won't be able to be there on your special day.

the reason i avoided you was to keep this hard feeling inside.

i've suffered too much pain after what happened to me that affects the whole family.

to make it worse, i don't know how to deal these with you.

i was hoping for your understanding but somehow you made me feel more miserable than what i thought.

i could feel that i was a failure to you, it seem to be like always.

don't need to be sorry, cause you're not in the wrong.

if only i didn't start the fight with grandma, ibu wouldn't have got mad at me and i could already have the freedom to go out and celebrate with you.

pls don't post such things like - you die on 4 sept or asking if anybody wants to go out with you.

it made me feel like you trying to tell people that the person you love won't celebrate with you.

because people does not know what's exactly the things going on.

it made me feel like imma such a huge disappointment to you.

i'm sorry i have to post the here. somehow public that people could read.

i didn't mean to complain things here but i don't dare to tell you these.

don't feel bad anymore cause i'm already okay right now.

wait for my call aites! it be seconds away from now.

the whole intention of posting this was to wish you a

Happy Sweet 17 Birthday Herman ♥

May you grow a year older and wiser.

Things may not come your way now, but i'm sure it will one day.

oh yeah, not forgetting our 3rd monthsary ^^

iloveyou.