im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

i've always wanted to go out ever since idk when.
every time when my gfs wanted to chill out at night after school, i couldnt cause im working. they'll get pissed eventually though. im sorry babes, really sorry.

but i didnt expect my Sunday to be super bored like hell.
i usually cant go out on Sunday cause people named it as Family Day or it's because for sure one of my parents will not be working. but since it's cny, my mum has to work, so does dad.
my first sister went out with her daughter, while second sister is working. me? no, im not working today. i've been working for thursday, friday and saturday. but im working tomorrow for double pay(:
okay back to the bad Sunday.

at first i thought of going to study or something. then i thought of gg town.
i called Amira but she was with her family. called Yanaa, and she was also with her family. so i lost the mood to even go out. saif ajak me to sentosa but i was too lazy to go that far. sorry dude!

i got mad at myself for not watching Suria Elektra. i didnt get to watch last time, and i actually missed it again this time. i watched Love is Cinta. i watched it before and find it's a very lame movie. but somehow, when i watch it just now, i got carried away emotionally that i cried. (wth sungguh kan? -.-) my tears just kept on rolling down non stop. i didnt even blinked to make the tears rolled down. the reason i cried when the guy got killed, when he was hit so hard by his dad. at the same time, i cried cause im not going out when there is no one at home on Sunday. thanks Rahmat for cheering me up though!(: i got irritated with all the tv shows. everything Love Story! just because it is Vday. how pathetic is that?

because i cried so badly, i got headache. so i went to sleep at 6pm. the moment i woke up was only 830pm. i woke up cause i received a call from Siddiq. he ajak me go slack at Malek's house. i don't want to cause my back is having a good rest on bed and im too lazy to walk all the way to Malek house. and Malek, after saying bye, i heard you said, "weak urh nad" before you put down the phone. haha. but it's too late for you to ajak me at that timing cause furthermore i have not bathe yet.

im quite sad that i didnt get to spent time with ucuk. i totally understand that hes on holiday trip with family. but i actually could imagine if he were to be in spore right now with me, today and celebrate Vday. i never had one, really. furthermore, the only last time i saw you was one week ago.

somehow, i received many Vday wish. i remembered someone called me last year and whispered otp Happy Valentine Day. i really had no idea who it was cause i do not have id caller. im happy abt it cause it seems so mysterious. this year, there were some who wished me other than boyfriend, it was Nash, Saif, Saiful and even Nicholas! actually, i dont even know the definition of Valentine. haha. whatever. it's just a love day for couples.

so there i go. complaining about the worse Sunday for this month i ever encounter and wished it never happened again!