im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

I've upload SYF pictures on facebook. But those picture's are only from my hp, there's a whole lot more from Papa's Jay Manuel camera :D We won silver award, and that's quite a satisfaction for me eventhough our aim was gold. Next, it will be another grateful performance at rp for the 10th year anni. Can't wait for that.

Mid year is coming soon. The date is super nice which is one day after my birthday. Baik pahh? Nevermind, I don't really mind about birthday this year. Back to midyear, I'm so not prepared. Notes are everywhere but I less revise them or even to touch them. I don't feel of going to sec 5. I want to, but seems so hard for me to in effort. Futhermore, my rate are just borderlines. I don't even bother to improve it. I heck care with F&N coursework and give a shit to chemistry. I will never listen to Ms Lim whenever she teach and will daydream instead. History can never be a pass for me. I will only pretend I understand when I actually don't. Seems so much for me to study. Gosh. I can say I wanna study hard, but these words are all a minute or two.

i'm no longer happy like i used to.
i'm no longer hyper like i used to.
i'm no longer excited like i used to.
i'm no longer energetic like i used to.
i'm searching through where all these has gone to..