im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

I've been sitting at home today eating, watching tv and playing comp.
My boss said I don't need to work today.
Oh baik sungguh, boleh aku rehat.
But it's damn boring just rotting at home yknow.
My grandma is staying up at my house this time.
That means the house will always be filled in with food for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
But something weird about my family is that we don't like to have too many food in the house because we don't really eat alot.
My grandma has been calling my name asking to eat.
She cooked alot ytd as it's raya haji.
Today, she still cook another dish which is crab, meat and fish.
Haiyer, I'm bored that I feel like gg on a diet.
I know I don't need to but I just don't know what else to do.
I've skipped lunch just now and I only eat fruits.
Haha wth?
I was happy that time my weight was 46 and the next time I checked again was 50.
I'm not trying to be like any other girl who cared too much abt their weight.
It's just that once or whenever I reached 50kg, I just don't feel good.
I need to maintain or what I planned is, after turning 17, then I can weigh above 50kg.
Haha sounds lame right?
For Raya Haji ytd was normal.
In the morning went to Masjid Sultan but it was not fun because I didn't get to watch another freaky thing that will happen to the kambings.
I love watching though it's gross.
I'm damn bored that I'm viewing Sarawak friends profile.
I'm currently online but not chatting with anyone.
That always happen because I wait for someone close to online or wait for people to start the conversation with me.
Talking about Sarawak, ouh I miss them and the cute guy.
GOsh he is damn cute yknow.
But sadly, I didn't get to caught a pict with him because if I'm back to Spore, that someone will always check my phone -__-
Okay whatever skip.
School is just around 3 more weeks?
Gahhh, that is damn fast but I do miss school.
I wanna go and have fun chit chatting for one whole day.
It will be on Friday and the next day is weekend.
Whoaa, turning to senior taking N freaks me out.
I gotta be serious and not playing around wasting my time like what I did this year which I totally regret.
And I can't wait for that 360days.
That is soo gonna be a good relief I've planned.
I think I talk much and is this a long post?
Hoho so bored yet so much to talk(: