im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

1 Oct 2008
First day Hari Raya was bad.
Seriously I must say that it was the worse.
As we had 3 siblings, we always change late.
From 3pm all the way till around 630pm we get ourselves ready.
And forgiving part sucks to the core.
I wonder why must we talk about the past and get mad at each other.
I don't understand how rude a wife can be towards her own husband.
Seems that I easily cry eventhough just looking at them fight.
But still, we continued to forgive at each other and I was rather speechless actually.
We took pictures after that and left home at 8pm.
How late is that for a first day of Hari Raya?
End up of 2 houses ONLY, but was quite okay because atleast collected more than $100.

2 OCT 2008
Damn, had to go to school.
Can't concentrate much in school.
However, did miss nasi ayam at stall 7 after one month craving for it.
Went to rp with Filiana after school, just writing notes.
Was very stressful that people come to raya but I need to study my History.
I got really pissed off that I went under the blk to memorise.

3 OCT 2008
History paper was super hard and gave shit for my answers.
I gave the wrong answer for essay question.
I just don't seem to be bothered.
Got home and change to go jalan-jalan raya again!

4 OCT 2008
Mum made open house today and we gotta wake up at 10am!
I didn't helped out with the kitchen stuffs, just doing some clean up instead.
There were lots of food.
Siddiq and the exco was supposed to come but last minute cancelled.
Then Ariff and his bunch of rs friends came.
As they left, more and more people came and they are mostly my mum staffs.
Bloody tired had to make the drinks.
I love kids actually, but there were two kids that are killing my nerves!
People are busy, and they can run there, run here.
The worst part was that they tapped their hands on the huge mirror Dad JUST bought from Ikea.
And another part where this 16-year-old guy(my mum staff's son) wanted to karaoke but the little kids took away the mic and the guy did nothing.
How baik he is towards kids?
Honestly, they guy was very sopan(:
We finished up evrything by 1030pm.
That was quite early and we end up sitting at home instead of going to my aunt's place.
I gave Amira a call and we talk from 1am-3am.
Long time never had a long chat on the phone.
And I have not even change my clothes and my make up is still on.
After all the gossips, I wash up my face and blogging right now.
So yeah, Hope all the Muslims people enjoy their raya!



*THERE ARE NO PICTURES UPLOADED DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS.