im 17 and young. i frown most of the time. im not any famous girl to bitch about.

i wonder why you could have those thoughts in your mind . i wonder why u have those unneccessary feelings . you didnt lost your bestfriends .
what ive seen is that , once the friendship in on the rock , you intend to back off and avoid .
is that the way you solve it ? thats totally wrong .
just by not talking or spent a day or a week , you'll think ppl is forgetting about you . you yourself got more than one bestfriend .
why dont you spent time with your bff , i spent time with my bff & the other one spent time with his/her bff ?
and why ohh why when one of the bff when to the other bff , you got all those feelings and thoughts and the next thing you feel awkward and then you think youre not part of them .
okay , im not angry anymore or whatt . just letting this out so you'll understand and dont come to me and ask wth am i writing this for .
cause im writing this specially for you so you bare in mind and get what i meant .
okay , ily .(:

confused state . hmm , lets see .
i know you dont deserved to be treated in this way , so does him .
this is all because of misunderstanding and jealosy .
you ARE in a confused state. cmon girl . you handling with an 18yr old guy .
he's different than any other guy you've been go through all while .
and maybe cause he's not yet your bf , the feeling is different .
and if he contact your bff , thats because he wanna know more information about you .
and if he kept opening a topic about your bff , than that means he's just randomly blurpting out words to have a conversion .
but he seriously love you , trust me .
ohh plus , ilyt .(:

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