
Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 12:57 AM
Last Day was totally not a good day .
last day . last day was supposed to be full of misses , goodbyes or even celebrations . but its not for 2 dynamic or even for me . i supposed its my life and i have the right to give my point of views and thoughts . and its up to you to take my words . dont blame me if my words are too harsh or too rude for you to accept it . yeah i know its like backing her up . but hello ? why must you be soo stress when its not you're the one who is gonna give that thing ? yes , again i sound like im backing her up . please . because of such a small thing , you became sooooooo angry , mad and pissed off . why not put yourself in her shoes ? orites . maybe you wont be feeling the same cause you're not her . you may be damn happy . but for her , no . and im telling you this so you could really think deep . whatever you gone through just now was not a MUST for you . like its up to her urh . but still you can go on with the things you really want to do . concentrate on yourself and not on other unnessesary things .
and now i got more angry with you when he couldnt slack with us and she got to go to some party which is more fun for her . and you let out your anger at me when im the weakest person to receive all those kind of words . i know last day is where we should be having some last minute time together but it seem that we're not . you cant accept the fact . and you can still go out with him during the school holidays although you know you can go out but you intend not to and its like you keep on doing the same thing again and again . whats the point ?
another thing . you msg ... and pretend to be me . thats totally a shit ! do you know how angry and pissed i can be ?! and when ... reply , you dont even tell me whats the msg and also what you replied . you also delete everything . not even respecting my handphone . you dont even think that it may be a big mistake of you doing that or even a misunderstanding between me and ... .
pfft . easy talking . im just totally pissed off because of you and like not even having a single fun fyi . period .
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